went out find mandy at3pm in the end.i just don't feel like being alone,and think of the things which cause me pain..but i never knew,mandy is havin a even harder time than me..she practically looks like she's about to cry from the moment i saw her and the moment i go home=((

went to cosy corner,where it's quiet,air-conditioned,and hav alot of privacy.spilled out her sob story,i really felt so sad for her.i'm having alot of problems myself,but my problems could'nt relate to what someone did to her.comfort her..givin her advices and consolin her as much as i can.

after one hour plus of talkin,and eatin TWO plates of french fries=s we dedice to leave.shopped ard..actually..it's more like i'm walkin ard lookin at things while she's followin me only=s saw some nice clothes and nice stuff toys norhxx=))

she decided to pop into her workin place early..and sat ther for hours and help her work when she's busy...Wees..den ard evenin went home with dad nia...

i'm feelin more better today,at least my mind is off about smth else!but for my dear friend..i'm not so sure..i just hope she could have a good nyt sleep tonyt and quit blamin herself for everything.