29 june 2004=))

weee** slept abit mor later norh lasnyt..coz chasin d drama azlina borrow me..simply cnt UNGLUE my eyes frm it..haha=) so todae kinda sleep at sch lor..spend my geo class sleepin n den gossipin ard wif stephz n missy..kena scold bt tcher agn-_-" hais..i realise..n even Azlina oso realise..tcher owez aim me de..chew..wad sin i did to her ohh?celaka lar..! 1 gd ting after recess..no socio as v had a talk in dewan abt careers..bad news..our PS were swallowed by it!!!!!!!=(( so xiao ahh...=(( i suposed da talk till 12 30 or so larh..!bt at 12 i esc liao..ask mommy bring me home..no way im gonna stay in dewan waste my tym when i cn go out meet moi dear more EARLY...Tee hee!

spent da whole noon wif dear alone lor..no disturbance..nw we're ok frm our quarrels agn-_-" n next few days more proly quarrel agn de la..haii..bt 4nw..im H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!!!!=))

EeeKkkkk...2nyt supposed to do my Gp presentation wif florence at moi home..bt i called her up jus nw..NOT AT HOME DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!haii...dno hw abt our proj la!!!!n nt oni dat ..dad still balum cum home wif my tingies 4 my proj..boo hoo..bt neways..too happy to complain..teehee!!!smell smth nice cookin in da kitchen..shud b lamb chop!!!Weee** gotta go peepzz!!!

hrm..btw..any1 hav da song..FASTBALL-WAS I OUT OF MY HEAD if gt..send me..i wan it badly..=))

tired n sleepy

i guess nw im bak on my healthy sleepin routine=) nw its oni 9 30..yet im beat..just gonna keep 2dae short n simple..tee hee..cuz cnt wait to get in2 bed liao..=P

go sch as usual..socio n geo all da same..B-O-R-I-N-G..!!!!lasnyt i hab sleep Vry early..so din do any of my hw's..well..m suposed to do it in da noon ytd..sumhow..i guess 4gotten abt it=P so spent my entire recess tym n Ps period in da library finishin up hw hw's..did managed to finished dos notes i missed plang..bt hor..me n florence were doin our biz hw 2gtr..n we spent lyk abt..THIRTY min discussin d 2nd quez..n v cud'nt ans d quez jus cuz v sumhow dno WHY the word "adapt" apply to d quez -_- really toopid..in d end..its ord 11 20 n yet v stil hav NOT done dat quez..haizz..

2dae got alot of hw's neh..nt oni biz..bt socio n Gp as well..d gP tcher toopid de..hw cn he ask us do a proj TODAY n submit on THURS?wher gt enuf tym oh..hais.. n evenin jus nw..spent abt two fuggin hrs jus to find d most suitable pics 4 my proj..haiz..-_-"

nyamer...my photobucket brandwidth exceeded AGAIN!!!so ugly man...hopefully my pic will cum back soon =(( currently watcHin "first love of a royal prince" VRY nice lemme tell u ..till a bandon my socio hw agn=(( hai..hv to learn to b a lil mor responsible nextym..cnot bcoz of tv or goin out 4got all abt sch..neways...2mr after sch gonna meet up moi dear.. it hab been one week v hvn met liaohz..due to our quarrels i guess.. vry miss him.. hopefully 2mr wil b ok ferr us.. nyts av1.. muakies..

monday blueeeess.. .

Happy 21 bdAY BenNY!!!=)

as predicted..i realy dun sleep a wink lasnyt le=(( mom was suprised..y i woke up so early..told her da truth she scold me agn=s went to sch as usual..1st period is PS ler.. so jus hang ard in da canteen wif stephz,how how,n liyana..hv a few gd laffs=)) socio was b-o-r-i-n-ggg ..as usual..n thou Gp class ended half an hr early..i slept da whole way thru..tillaidah woke me up..keke..all da same..biz was gd=)) bt luckily hor..geo tcher cancel geo afternoon class 2dae neh..if nt..sure fainted liao la..evn beta news??2mr biz afternun class wre canceled too!!yaayyyyy!!!

got a very suprised msg frm raymond 2dae!!very sweet of him neh..to rmb me..tot he 4get me dis fren liao lagi..tee hee..apparently v haven contact since de last..more den six monthS?=P n out of da blue..he suddenly msg me n tell me he's bak in brunei..yeapii....kekee=P actually..oni nw i've realised he's in da same sch as hui yi leh..d world so small sia..haha..lol~

hab been tokin wif yun ytd nyt..she told me smth vry touchin..its da 1st tym she said smth so touchin lei..well..sinc she left kk anywaes..she told me hor..next yr is our 18th bday..n its a obviously vry speacial bday larh..she say dat our 18th bdays shud b spend wif each other n nt WIFOUT each other...hai..bt 2bad..dats nt gonna cum tru lor..sinc me n her both one east one west =(( n den v tok abt our dreams if v won lottery..n den v tok abt our life after our A's..if yun jadi go aus study ..she wan me der wif her..n sumhow..im tryin to persuade her go kl wif me..haha..lol~~ our 6 yrs of friendship..hab alot of super duper ALOT of tingies we wana do 2gtr yet till nw..unfulfilled..*boo hoo*

jusnw when dad came home..approach him to ask him if he cn pay 4 me half of my catalouges orders..n den..he straight away say " i pay in full 4 u la" ...wuii sehh..im really so darn happy neh..keke..bt den hor..he shattered my dreams of orderin many many liao..cuz he say lyk " so cheap..quality gd de mar..n u cnt touch de cloth bla bla bla..cnt try on bla bla bla.." in d end..i takut nt fit me..dun lyk d quality n so on..i oni settle for 2tops nia..one pink one pale yellow..when da order's come liao..n if its satisfactory..ORDER AGN!!!!!!=p

dats it liao laa.. havta get to mandy's emails n den finished up my hw's cikgu rashidah gav =((

Weee=))

*weeeees* well slept 2dae norh..slept 4 aproximately 15hrs!!!woke up at ard1 30pm..u sae nice o nt=)) bt fearin 2nyt cnot sleep agn lor..since i sleep lyk..so mch n nw so AwaKe..lol~

spent da whole day at home norh..d bb finals are 2dae..ITS vs tutong team..bt lazy go watch larhss..2dae whole day jus spent my tym flippin thru xanga 4 moi perfect skin=)) bt no particular skins catches my eyes..lyk my feeling 4 dis "pretty lil me" skin..LOL~ bt in da end..settle 4 a blaCk n pink skin lor=)) bt ryt nw..stil learnin hw to use it fully.. lyk put in music..icons..eTc.. tho im sure its almost da same as blogspot..haha.. =))

nyts nyts...av1..hopefully wud b able to sleep 2nyt =(( muakies..

another week flies -_-"

shiat shiat shiat..bloody pms!!=( cause me so mCh pain 2dae=( sleep oni at 5 30am nehxx...was up thruout da nyt..o-n-l-i-n-e..sumhow..miraclously..fall asleep when i pop into bed at 5 30..bt oni gt 45min sleep nia..my mom had to call me2tyms to wake up tim..cuz d 1st tym i tot y she call..totally 4got abt sch n went back to sleep..get ready..bt skip my usual breakfast..d pain is really makin me fuggin moody..n lost my apetite2eat..really cud'nt bear lookin green in sch whole day..so ate panadols..bt nw..d pain is comin back agn bt dun dare eat anymore panadol..bt da pain..hard to withstand =s..till nw i balum eat anythin..my last meal..ytd nyt dinner..-_-" ryt nw..waitin 4 my dinner..

2dae goin to sch seem so distant neh..lyk so "Muo Sen" oredi..bt 8least,sch is ok,bt still...a waste of tym la..if know earlier wil jus sleep in n skip sch..no classes at all 2dae nehxx..bt ler..all my papers given back lor *sob sob* so sad lehh..bt i improved mor den lastym la..nw..instead at da single digits marks..nw jz as wad miss suzy called "twilight zone" finally..4 onCe..i passed my biz =)) wosh so happy 2 c i've passed it ..tee hee!! bt others..dun sae liao lor.. boo hoo..

at12 30..after enterin socio room..wosh suposed to wait 4 julre n go 4 lunch 2gtr..bt she 4got n go wif yati instead-_-" hais.. kerlian arh..kena fly plane..bt cn save my money...dat's nt too bad too..=))

Yeappppiii......=P i got my mp3 cd!!!fee fee say he wud burn all da songs 4 me cuz i wan it n its WAY too mch 2b send thru msn..over1000 le..so he burn into a cd4me lor..listenin to da songs nw..so happy..all nice songs le..bt da bad ting..dno y ..it cnot b played on my player orh..hai..really syng le..i dun wan2hear in da pc..wana hear in ma room n njoy nia mar..bt no choice oso lo.. boo hoo.. *

disdays hor..saw alot of moi peepz use nt oni blogspot..dey use xanga da same tym too!ppl make 2bloggies i oso duo shi wan 2bloggies 4 fun..=D created an xanga..nt enclosin d info 4 da moment..till im officially know hw to use it properly =) bt i realise hor..y d xanga skins all so UGLY one ohh..none of them catches my eyes even 4 d tiniest Bit le..i wonder..to those xanga users oso ..hw u guys find those so beautiful skins?i wan oso !!! =P

Ooooo...suddenly rmb..in socio class jus nw hor..me n Len wre tokin abt mobiles sold in other countries..n sudenly hor..julre turn to us n say " ehz.. d sim card..boleh fit kan???in foreign mobs? " -_-" me n len wre lookin at her wif big eyes..n den cnt help it..rofl liao ..my gaWd laa.. hahahaha =D

hai..da new initial d movie out liao lor..n its pretty HOT..i wana watch it tho..all my fwens hab da chance2 watch it in da cinema?Me ler?hai...tink oso no nid tink..bt i really wana watch it in cinemas too leh..mor fun..mor nice...teehee!!still feel really syng dun hab enuf tym to watch mr&mrs smith in cineplex last few weeks..*boo hoo *

aiyok...i oredi finished wif my entry 2dae lor..bt my dinner stil nt yet ready...haiss~~ if go in hosp..vry beautiful 1 lor..ahha..gonna sleep early 2nyt too..sure cn sleep de lar..sinc lasnyt no sleep =) nyways.. nyts..muakiez. .

my ending holiday *sob*

todae is my last day of holidae liaohz..ok..nt todae..bt in 4 hrs tym ..i gotta get ready n go to sch..kinda dreadin it actually..still cnt get enuf of hol life=)) n most of all ..nt enuf beauty sleep-_-" n2mr when goin sch..sure bleary eyed agn de lah..haiiiss..

todae spend d noon n evening at pehshan hse nehxx..haven seen her 4 MONTHS!!!she still look da same lei=)) both of us gossip till da tym flys n its tym to go home..b4 go home..carry home a PILE ..lyk..more den TEN catalougues of all shoes..bags..accesories n most of all..CLOTHES..keep ogglin at it neh..so wana hv it so badly..tink so im gonna save up a bit of money to buy my stuff?tee hee...dno wad da hell is wrong v me dis days..keep on lookin at dos branded shoppin on9 n catalouges..haiiss..if cud buy avthin...in heaven lorh me =P

todae le...is me n moi dear 11month anniversary liao nehh...hab been 2gtr so lng..bt yet...still quarre vry often..hai..jus lyk dis afternoon lor...on d fon oso quarre..bt den...avthin hab been affectin me alot lately..*sob sob*

ryt nw..ryt dis min..2.31am=P was nw chattin wif my beloved cuzzie..hui yi..told me she lost her new mob a while back..proly a week ago..dat new nokia(4got da model liao...bt dat model's HOT) was jus bought lyk..3 months agO??on my bday she bought dat mob..to b exact..hais..so syng lerr..nt oni dat ..uncle proly gonna spank her deep lor..sinc half of d mob money is paid by him..lol~~ n unfortunately..dos pics v took inside lost too=( n nw i nt get it liao..

ok..dats it 4 2nyt..teehee...muakiezz..

me n my cuz..in uncle's bedroom..=))

de same cuz as d one wif me..kawaii ryt..teehee=P

nice hor...bt too bad nt mine...boo hoo..=((

i cnt sleep....
i really cnt sleep..
Tho i'm feelin sleepy...
im really bothered n anoyed..
should i confront him abt it...?
he'll just thinks im trying to ruin everything..
haiss...
Really...
hw i wish .....i din c anythin wif my eyes at all...
4 once..i wish i'm blind..

Lalalaaa.. borrreeddd

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Your Birthdate: March 26

Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world. In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date. There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities. You are efficient and handle money very well. You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable. You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility. Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force. You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

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My BdAe MeaNinGz??????LOL~ _c'Mon..Any Fwens Of Mine couLd Tell Dats so NOT me =S

was bored..so played ard wif dis kinda tingies =)) woke vry late 2dae nehxx..ard3pm?lol~ ltr gonna go kbbc eat wif moi family..cuz 2dae ish father's day nohxx..n nw jus downloadin games to lay ferr 2mr..cuz 2mr nt goin out meet moi dear =(( muakies ..! (",)

*smilin blissfully *

Hab been Vry B-L-I-S-S-F-U-L-L-Y happy ferr d las3days norhxx..hab been spendin almos whole day wif dear 4 dis past 3days.woke up..msg dear im on my way out..tok tok..play play..n so on so on*wink wink*..go out for lunches hand in hand n cum back hand in hand.. jus d simple life.. hab made me smilin non-stop 4 dis3happy days =)) our relation hab nw been vry sweet...n our huge non-stop quarrels last month hab finally cum to an end =)) n hopefull wil b dis way frm nw on too.. teehee =)) hv been seein alot of moi gd fren mandy dis days too..n goin to bbal matches at nyt n gossip n hab fun..=)) nt oni dat..another gd fren..peh shan n i gonna meet up dis weekend too!!! after..so mch months of no-seein other den on da fon?lol~ it's all gd =))

My holidayyyy..or ...nT?ahah

hab been stayin home..goin nowher 4 2days liao nehxx..nt exactly BorinG..kinda njoyin it actually=) gimme d rest i needed b4 sch reopens..tee hee..hab been talkin wif yun whole day norh..n receivin songs fee fee send2me..he got me da song which i wanted fer soOoOoo long!!! mungkin nanti-peter pan..loads more peter pan songs n most of ryan caberra sonGs...so happy le..=) 2mr gonna b berry berry full schedule ...hop avthing went well..tee hee

regrets

I push AwaY sum1 i really aDore...This sounDs wRong..Does'nt it..U Must Be wonDerIn...WHY ??

...I'm Afraid to fall..You're pulling me Deeper N deePer EacH tYm ..did yOu Know?For ThAt,I'm soRry I Had PushEd YoU awAy

BuT Now,I'm Full oF RemorSe..I regreT My actIoNs...UnhappinEss Had caugHt Me..

I wiSh to seE yOu..Wish To Talk To You..Wish To Be In YouR aRms OnCe aGain.. And MosT of all..wish To TellYou..


" I Miss YoU "

Im really goin Siao liao arh now..=s nyamer..whole nyt eye heavy heavy cnt slp terpula..haiss~~ dno y liddat de..wait 4 AGES til my dad went to sleep n hr ago..den baru i cn on9..bt wats da use..HALF D WORLD IS ASLEEP!!!!!boring enuf liao..no movie watch lagi lehh...ngam ngam ah bong no asleep..layan me suddenly..n ask me play a on9 romance game.."MU" wadeva game dat is =s d way he describe it..very interestin norh!!!kekeke..gonna dl it soon 2play b4 i go nutt...!!hrm..dis song by jini-cuz im a gur..had suddenly bcum femes agn wor..av1 was lyk.."u eva watch d video liao???vry sad o..make me wana cry nia" ...dohh..dat video watch it..THREE yrs ago liao!!!hahaha...bt stil lurvin it..n yeah..i agree..its vry sad ...n touchin =))

sigh..was vry tired n moody d whoLe day norh..ytd wosh suposed to b my happiest days wif my cuzzie..bt instead..avthing is ruined in pure seconds at9pm..really dun wana tink or thought abt it..budden..av1 who ish in kaybee keep on dropin abt it on me..make me feel even more worse..n spend da whole mornin n noon til a min ago..finish my new bloggie =)) bt dis blog aint 4 public bt oni moiself n i=)) all my feelings..thoughts wil go in der..n nt in dis bloggie which is public n tok alot of crap abt daily lives..lol~

Aww..its midnyt liao=)) 2nyt kinda fun norh...jian ang pick me n mandy up...n we went to ayamku hv our dinner..bt hai..both of dem dun eat xcept me!!!=(( walk ard in soon lee awhile..n saw ong chee leong n pang yen ting!!!!!!!!hahaa!!!dat guy..workin oso gt tym to date..haiss..jealous nehhxx..=s at ard 8 smth..we cruise cruise ard n den stoppin at chms watch d bb match lorh..nt nice n exciting de..2dae match..bt me n darling vanVan tok alot!!!!abt few peepz..lol~ den went lim teh at moi nam n went home..so wet man...cuz its rainin hard=s teehheeee...bt nonetheless..hv fun lor..which make me 4getmy probs 4 at least..1 nyt=D

lala lalaa.. LALAAAAAA!!!!

so tiring arh todae!!!!!woke up vry early n went miri wif my dad..dad pop me into hui yi's hse..tok alot of da ren fei hua-_- n den at ard11am,company hui yi to louis saloon cuz she wana cut her hair..her layered&shape wosh vry nice norh,n plannin to cut my hair moiself..untill d saloon guy cut her front hair..which is NOT-SO-NICE..n i refuse let him cut liao..hahah..n moz of all..hais~~so set wang..d owner..is so fuggin gayish..keep starin d way he walk..his gestures,d way he tok to customers..reali wana palanting..man =s

after dat v went to imperial mall n ate our so called breakfast at....nearly12?hahah..went to blue cafe..n den shop shop ard..nth to buy..n wwent to 2020..both me n hui yi bought contact lens2gtr n den go baq to uncle's hse agn..teehee!ate lunch wif da whole family..act..mor lyk uncle paksa me eat de-_- n den hor..went upstairs c hui yi on9..n der's dis guy who court her..3of us tok on skype norh..n cnt stop laffin..he's a gd guy i supose..bt too bad..my cuz lyk sum1 else instead!!bt..dat other guy is wayyyyyyy mor nice lookin anywae.. hahaha!!!!n nearly 2pm..after sendin wen xi to tuiton..v went to parkson n buy tickets4 d animation..madagalsca?sorry..i hv NO IDEA hw to spell..lol~d movie wosh..nicee?n very ...COLD?til im huggin myself tightly..lol~ den hor..v went to kfc n eat n tok sum more...duhhh..!!hahahahaha...


after dat hor..v went to pick up khai xin..her best fren..n we went to da urm..4got da ACTUAL name agn..d hangin bridge park norh..went der walk on d "hangin" bridge..drink coconut water..my cuz even korek dos coconut skin4me2eat..c hw mch she syng me?hahah..n den ard 7pm..went bak to uncle's hse liao.. hehe.. vry happy 2dae..n its da 1st tym me n hui yi went out alone 4 da whole day gai gai..WIF a car..=P

pheww...wad a day..

pheww..wad a day..teehee!!!=) after xm comin back..chat chat wif benny&yong norh..benny told me sum vry interesting stuff abt sum1..den abt 11am went to bath n go out wif moi mon to mandy's hse..she jus wake up norh..n den went to ayamku n hab ourlunches..on da way der..saw ken ken,roy& a malay?/iban guy ..mandy got crazy nehh when saw roy..she was excited ovr roy d whole noon..ahahazz..den after our lunch..v wana head bak to mandy's hse ma..bt las min v decided to go to kb instead..so went on da bus lor..n met LILY!!!!hvn seen her almos3yrs ohh..she recognise me tim=)) i almost 4got her arh..bt rmb jus in tym..upon reachin kb..v went shoppin4 awhile nor..after da v went to fruities to grab Green deset..VRY NICE...muz buy it agn nxt tym when i pop in2 kb=)) n den hor..walk awhile agn...til vry tired ohh..n went to suki sweet corner to grab sum ice creams..hvta admit..d decoration was nt fancy n kinda dissapointin =s bt den ..v stayed der over2hrs plus!!!jus gabble gabble n tokin abt our urm...emotions?Lol~ n den hor..v even went to marilyn to ask 4 work!!!!!d manager say he cud hire the BOTH of us if v wan it..n im stil considerin.. oni 6pm den take d bus home norhs..ngam ngam mitchell,ah baw,troy,kok vei in same bus agn..haiss~~~when walkin home hor..at zulhilmi's hom ler..duno his cuz/fren o wad..hv been tryin to get my attention ferr sum tym nw..n dis tym WORSE ehz..he actually stand ON TOP of d car tryin to snap my pics!!!!Geez..hw pathetic..8 1st i dun realise de.. i tot he's playin ard wif his mates o wad..i oni realise when im near his hse!!man...cover my face walk d whole way home arh..haiiss...~ guess dats it 4 2dae norh..kekeke..n TOMORROW....is a vry VRY VRY speacial day ferr me...cnt wait 4 2mr mornin to cum...stil hv ..urm..12 more hrs to go !!CANT WAIT..!!!!!!!nyt av1....2dae wore me out...gonna pop to bed soon...hope 2mr cum SOONER!!!!muakies.. !

im back

haven been bloggin 4 quite awhile nw aint it.. cuz its moi xm ma..n nid to study ..bt din do very well on my xm norhhss...tink im gonna fail..n plannin to ask ah jie take my result slip 4 me..teee hee!!hopefully..bt he's in dilemma nw..dis mornin...b4 my xm. .he msg me..told me dat his best fren had passsed away in a car crash..n i nv get to meet his best fren..i m supposed to..untill d nyt b4 i dun feel lyk goin out wif moi peepz..so dun meet him 8last lorh..n nw he had passed away..it muz b reali hard on ah jie..another best fren of his..his family..n his gf..havin sum1 so close to go sumwher far * sob sob..
2mr's my last xm ..yeapii!! nytss av1.. muakies