Today last day of 2005 ler....also exactly one year since i started bloggin neh...=x
Actually too much things wanna write about wat..jumbled feelings..or happening things these two days, but no time..will post everything when i'm home from miri yeah? can't wait for jie to bring me all ard tho not very happy today....
Anywaes... chow mei and vonnie.. dun let your ass burn yeh? kekes. Happy New year to Everyone. =)
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Oh wua lan, i have'nt been bloggin like.. for three weeks plus! =( if chow mei and vonnie no blow me i also no realise le, thanks worh, hehes.
let's see.. obviously i forgot most of the things i done le =s
22 dec # worked as usual lor, and oh yeah! chow mei..not need worry abt the convo when i went into the toilet la, so far nothing happens anywae =D after work went to get my shoes for empire..got a nice lovely shoe le, hehes.. and drop by to the new boutique chow mei intro me.. thanks alot wor my deaR friend, now i felt i'm gonna spend alot money agn.. hahas.. saw the boots she mention which is like.. P U R FE CT for my dress..and saw alot nice clothes too! Xin is so tempted =( makong brought me and yun shoppin mar, then after that we went to supasave, cos i wana eat kebab.. finally get the chance to eat my beloved kebab le!! * smiles * picked up Benny from Lumut..and headed home.
23 dec # Felt day was passin SOOOO slowly, was so excited about empire nia, work was ok, nth much to do..dear came to see me durin my lunch hour, felt so happy le, hehes. After that time started to itch agn=( till around 3-4 pm le, dno too excited or what, msg so much to dear askin if he got remembers bring this and that..in the end then settle down le ba after dear assure me=P went to get soap for dear and me after work le, since dear cnt stand perfumey thingies and i love it. hee hees. Went home, yun have'nt reach my home le, so took a long long bath, tot that my bro o mom will tell me ma, when yun's here.. but NOOO...when i finished bath she's long ago in my room..laffin at me for bathin so long =( We then tried on dresses and then got ready to go richard house for bbq-ing. hehes. Bbq was nice wor...wanna bbq agn le..hopefully sooner than later =( went home earlier, cos need to pack and so on..but in the end near midnyt then pack le, cos my cuz called me up askin if i wan the guess watch for my 18th birthday and then he talked wif mommy... straight after that talk with dear agn le, hahas. packed and went to sleep..
24 dec # My big day!!! wee hees! =D everyone so excited can, pk and dear came and picked me up at 9 am, then yun..and headed to labi or sg. liang? to the stall and eat our breakfast nia, and then on our way to Empire le ba, on the way me kept askinf if are we there are we there? haahs. Reached there ard 11am i think..and wanna check in..was frustrated at 1st le, with the receptionist..the stupid deposits and all.. so ziak sai..in the end, everythin is settled. Woo.. i should say, the BEST about the rooms is da comforter, so fluffy can! wishin to have one for my bedroom=( and the toilets.. yeah, i gotta say.. the toilets are most beautiful >.< me and dear one room nia, yun and pk another, so happy there was'nt any disagreeements at pk side.. phew..went bowling le, din get to play mch dat day, its my first time bowling..and i like it !!!=D played about 30 rounds nia us.. ahahs..time flies le, suddenly its 1pm so had to get back to the reception pei yun to get thier bedroom key, since their room wasnt ready in the mornin ba...after that everyone changed and we headed to the pools =D spend the rest of noon there le, so nice.. forgotten to bring my googles and is wearin my contacts into the water, i could'nt go underwater or go any deeper.. dear carry me swim here and there nia, hahahs. sO fun. =) after swimmin and playin went back to our rooms, bathed, and rest awhile nia, me and dear got some quality time together just the two of us=) hehes. Meet up, went to The mall for while, dear need to get something, while me and yun shopped ard for awhile, headed back to empire, bought the midnyt kingkong tickets, hehes. almost thought it's full lefting only the very front seats, spotted four seats together NOT in the front, and bought it=D Went to Li Gong hv dinner le, me wanna eat at pantai restuarent buffet actually..but not ngam taste for pk le, hais~~ really felt so syng, really hope one day dear will bring me back there and eat =( after eating, went to take pictures wors, time flies le, have'nt taken much but already nearly 10pm+ rushin to the cinema le, lucky no late tho, bought popcorns, and dear went just to buy the king kong cup.. gek dao-.- after watchin the movie, headed back to hotel and ZzZzz le ba..
25 dec # woke up around 7am+ ler, i think me and dear were movin ba, that's why..hahas. felt so xing fu le, d moment wake up can see dear beside me=D was in bed slackin till 8 30 ba, dear called yun and pk get up, and headed to atrium cafe for breakfast. the foods so nice can! but still..nt as nice as what i wishes at pantai lor.. after that me and dear decide go bowling ler, hahas. just me and dear take turns play. guess what? i won!!!=D hehes. me won dear le..hehes. After that, dear and pk go for basketball, to pas time cuz me and yun wanna tried out their sauna. wan the jacuzzi actually =( but they dun allow us wear towel go go, well..all girls anywae, scare wat? after yun and i wrapped up in towels, headed to the sauna room, saw de jacuzzi right beside, was standin there and decidin whether we should break the rules and just tou tou go in with towels nia, but who noes..the ppl ryt there watchin us, cheww......at 12pm check out le ba, and headed to manggis to do sime shoppin. was supposed to buy nice cny clothes le, but in the end bought one jacket and 1 adjoinin tshirt >.< also went to kiulap and ate at Chai gen xiang.. well..i'm hungry ma!! headed home, talked with dear awhile when he's awake, then both of us went to bed early le..
26 dec # stayed home whole day, was sleepin till 3pm le=P I'm suprised lasnyt i'm still be able to sleep.. and yes i was able to..ahahs. ate the leftover turkey myh mom made when woke up...chew..left just lil for me le =( they all eat the rest up liaO, so nice cn.. hehes! so many my pa's friends' wife's make turkey for us in the past, or in church or in any open house i went, mom's turkey still the best, proly bcuz she use like.. 6-7 big packages of the creamy milk to marimade the turkey first, before cookin and addin flavour..hehes.
hahas. my post damn long today. vonnie, chow mei, dun let my post set your eyes on fire yeh? hehes. Belated merry chrismas to both of you. muacks. <33
let's see.. obviously i forgot most of the things i done le =s
22 dec # worked as usual lor, and oh yeah! chow mei..not need worry abt the convo when i went into the toilet la, so far nothing happens anywae =D after work went to get my shoes for empire..got a nice lovely shoe le, hehes.. and drop by to the new boutique chow mei intro me.. thanks alot wor my deaR friend, now i felt i'm gonna spend alot money agn.. hahas.. saw the boots she mention which is like.. P U R FE CT for my dress..and saw alot nice clothes too! Xin is so tempted =( makong brought me and yun shoppin mar, then after that we went to supasave, cos i wana eat kebab.. finally get the chance to eat my beloved kebab le!! * smiles * picked up Benny from Lumut..and headed home.
23 dec # Felt day was passin SOOOO slowly, was so excited about empire nia, work was ok, nth much to do..dear came to see me durin my lunch hour, felt so happy le, hehes. After that time started to itch agn=( till around 3-4 pm le, dno too excited or what, msg so much to dear askin if he got remembers bring this and that..in the end then settle down le ba after dear assure me=P went to get soap for dear and me after work le, since dear cnt stand perfumey thingies and i love it. hee hees. Went home, yun have'nt reach my home le, so took a long long bath, tot that my bro o mom will tell me ma, when yun's here.. but NOOO...when i finished bath she's long ago in my room..laffin at me for bathin so long =( We then tried on dresses and then got ready to go richard house for bbq-ing. hehes. Bbq was nice wor...wanna bbq agn le..hopefully sooner than later =( went home earlier, cos need to pack and so on..but in the end near midnyt then pack le, cos my cuz called me up askin if i wan the guess watch for my 18th birthday and then he talked wif mommy... straight after that talk with dear agn le, hahas. packed and went to sleep..
24 dec # My big day!!! wee hees! =D everyone so excited can, pk and dear came and picked me up at 9 am, then yun..and headed to labi or sg. liang? to the stall and eat our breakfast nia, and then on our way to Empire le ba, on the way me kept askinf if are we there are we there? haahs. Reached there ard 11am i think..and wanna check in..was frustrated at 1st le, with the receptionist..the stupid deposits and all.. so ziak sai..in the end, everythin is settled. Woo.. i should say, the BEST about the rooms is da comforter, so fluffy can! wishin to have one for my bedroom=( and the toilets.. yeah, i gotta say.. the toilets are most beautiful >.< me and dear one room nia, yun and pk another, so happy there was'nt any disagreeements at pk side.. phew..went bowling le, din get to play mch dat day, its my first time bowling..and i like it !!!=D played about 30 rounds nia us.. ahahs..time flies le, suddenly its 1pm so had to get back to the reception pei yun to get thier bedroom key, since their room wasnt ready in the mornin ba...after that everyone changed and we headed to the pools =D spend the rest of noon there le, so nice.. forgotten to bring my googles and is wearin my contacts into the water, i could'nt go underwater or go any deeper.. dear carry me swim here and there nia, hahahs. sO fun. =) after swimmin and playin went back to our rooms, bathed, and rest awhile nia, me and dear got some quality time together just the two of us=) hehes. Meet up, went to The mall for while, dear need to get something, while me and yun shopped ard for awhile, headed back to empire, bought the midnyt kingkong tickets, hehes. almost thought it's full lefting only the very front seats, spotted four seats together NOT in the front, and bought it=D Went to Li Gong hv dinner le, me wanna eat at pantai restuarent buffet actually..but not ngam taste for pk le, hais~~ really felt so syng, really hope one day dear will bring me back there and eat =( after eating, went to take pictures wors, time flies le, have'nt taken much but already nearly 10pm+ rushin to the cinema le, lucky no late tho, bought popcorns, and dear went just to buy the king kong cup.. gek dao-.- after watchin the movie, headed back to hotel and ZzZzz le ba..
25 dec # woke up around 7am+ ler, i think me and dear were movin ba, that's why..hahas. felt so xing fu le, d moment wake up can see dear beside me=D was in bed slackin till 8 30 ba, dear called yun and pk get up, and headed to atrium cafe for breakfast. the foods so nice can! but still..nt as nice as what i wishes at pantai lor.. after that me and dear decide go bowling ler, hahas. just me and dear take turns play. guess what? i won!!!=D hehes. me won dear le..hehes. After that, dear and pk go for basketball, to pas time cuz me and yun wanna tried out their sauna. wan the jacuzzi actually =( but they dun allow us wear towel go go, well..all girls anywae, scare wat? after yun and i wrapped up in towels, headed to the sauna room, saw de jacuzzi right beside, was standin there and decidin whether we should break the rules and just tou tou go in with towels nia, but who noes..the ppl ryt there watchin us, cheww......at 12pm check out le ba, and headed to manggis to do sime shoppin. was supposed to buy nice cny clothes le, but in the end bought one jacket and 1 adjoinin tshirt >.< also went to kiulap and ate at Chai gen xiang.. well..i'm hungry ma!! headed home, talked with dear awhile when he's awake, then both of us went to bed early le..
26 dec # stayed home whole day, was sleepin till 3pm le=P I'm suprised lasnyt i'm still be able to sleep.. and yes i was able to..ahahs. ate the leftover turkey myh mom made when woke up...chew..left just lil for me le =( they all eat the rest up liaO, so nice cn.. hehes! so many my pa's friends' wife's make turkey for us in the past, or in church or in any open house i went, mom's turkey still the best, proly bcuz she use like.. 6-7 big packages of the creamy milk to marimade the turkey first, before cookin and addin flavour..hehes.
hahas. my post damn long today. vonnie, chow mei, dun let my post set your eyes on fire yeh? hehes. Belated merry chrismas to both of you. muacks. <33
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Xin is very very happy =D tho got nagging thoughts at behind, tryin to force the thoughts outta my head ba..
Yesterday got off!! wee hees, so happy cn! hated being in the office, well..nw i admit..i LOVE sch life!
Went to miri with my family yesterday ler, wakey early early mornin and get ready, spent most of the time talkin of d fon with dear tho =P 9 am and we're on our way down, went to 2020 eat breakfast le, saw my big uncle and whole family!!!! so everyone sit down and eat and talked together, well..i din talk much tho, even to my lovely big cuz..cos...i was busy E A T I N G!!! Practically forgotten hw GOOD is miri dim sum *winks*
By 11am had to go for eye check up nia, waited so long ler!!! In the end it's me, my bro and mommy's turn, luckily my eyes are healthy..hahas.
Went to the old pa sak ba, cos wanna get the super fresh sugar cane water, how i wish BRUNEI got this kinda nice sugar cane nia, went to parkson and shopped aftr that, bought alot =D Even got clarins sample, hahas... kinda addicted to samples liao ba, lol ~
Went to imperial too, bt din buy anythin cuz i was to tired to shopped liao! hahas..just sit down and eat at kfc nia, and bought only one thing after that.
Reached home kinda late i guess and talked with dear, hahas... was supposed to go to sleep together one ba, then i opened my beloved SOPHIE KINSELLA novel, yeap.. that's right.. i got it!!! =D so happy can. hehes. just intentioned to open the bk and flip thru it, but without knowin was readin till late, forgot the time to sleep le ba, hehes.
Wakey very late today, bt who noes, dear woke even more later then me le..called dear wakey him up, hahas.. had a talk, eat moi lunch and papa asked if i wanna go seria, so yea.. went seria asked mandy and yun out, hehes. shopped ard nia, and went to coffeshop have a drink, anna joined us too =) had much fun chattin, it's been so long we never had a girl's day out le ba =)) ordered..err..french toast? nice ehhhhh....
Straight after that.. went to mien dang and hab satays, hahas.. but hor, kb satay still better than seria one lar, went yun's home aftr that, and took pics =D
Hrm.. kinda lazy to post it up nw, mayb tomorow, hahas..=D
* dreadin work tomorrow *
Yesterday got off!! wee hees, so happy cn! hated being in the office, well..nw i admit..i LOVE sch life!
Went to miri with my family yesterday ler, wakey early early mornin and get ready, spent most of the time talkin of d fon with dear tho =P 9 am and we're on our way down, went to 2020 eat breakfast le, saw my big uncle and whole family!!!! so everyone sit down and eat and talked together, well..i din talk much tho, even to my lovely big cuz..cos...i was busy E A T I N G!!! Practically forgotten hw GOOD is miri dim sum *winks*
By 11am had to go for eye check up nia, waited so long ler!!! In the end it's me, my bro and mommy's turn, luckily my eyes are healthy..hahas.
Went to the old pa sak ba, cos wanna get the super fresh sugar cane water, how i wish BRUNEI got this kinda nice sugar cane nia, went to parkson and shopped aftr that, bought alot =D Even got clarins sample, hahas... kinda addicted to samples liao ba, lol ~
Went to imperial too, bt din buy anythin cuz i was to tired to shopped liao! hahas..just sit down and eat at kfc nia, and bought only one thing after that.
Reached home kinda late i guess and talked with dear, hahas... was supposed to go to sleep together one ba, then i opened my beloved SOPHIE KINSELLA novel, yeap.. that's right.. i got it!!! =D so happy can. hehes. just intentioned to open the bk and flip thru it, but without knowin was readin till late, forgot the time to sleep le ba, hehes.
Wakey very late today, bt who noes, dear woke even more later then me le..called dear wakey him up, hahas.. had a talk, eat moi lunch and papa asked if i wanna go seria, so yea.. went seria asked mandy and yun out, hehes. shopped ard nia, and went to coffeshop have a drink, anna joined us too =) had much fun chattin, it's been so long we never had a girl's day out le ba =)) ordered..err..french toast? nice ehhhhh....
Straight after that.. went to mien dang and hab satays, hahas.. but hor, kb satay still better than seria one lar, went yun's home aftr that, and took pics =D
Hrm.. kinda lazy to post it up nw, mayb tomorow, hahas..=D
* dreadin work tomorrow *
Friday, December 09, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Had a happy day le yesterday =)) bt sumhow, yesterday i'm enjoyin being myself in the office, wee hees...why? cos i'm all aloneeee.
After work yun mommy come pick me le ba, headed to kb Helen saloon to have our hair steamed. actually was s'posed to go maggie le, bt forgot that maggie is closed on monday!!! =s well, most suprising when we are there, vicky was workin there already! =D she is also the one responsible to wash my hair, hahas, she's alryt, at least better than the one who washes yun's hair, i always hated her. Saw quite a few nice curly hairstyles nia, can you feeell? my butt is itchy agn, lol =P
After steamin we head to bucaneer had our dinner, ordred two beef steaks and one mushroom soup to share nia, so filling=) really love that place, reminds me so mch of me and dear, hehes... tho we were so so so full already, but we still ordered cheesy garlic breads and ANOTHER mushroom soup and somehow managin to eat them all too, hahass.. full till practically cnt walk arh us =s
Ask mommy come pick us up, before that we went to Cd shops and check out, haahahs, hand itchy agn, bought 2 Cds le, but no regrets, loving it so mch! parade yun to the whole kb's CD shop nia, just to look for my CHRISTIAN WUNDERLICH album.. bt sadly... dun hv!!! =( who know wher got tel me kays? I'm cravin for it ..
Was now at work, feeling more and more sien, hating it more and more due to some reasoms, for you peeps out der, mayb you will think my job is easy..but INSIDE of it, u dun wanna know what happened..
the only HAPPINESS i felt today is only my lunch time..shih wei askd me and yun out to lunch together ba..went to pagolak and have our lunch, the food i order = SUCKS!! honestly.. took quite a few pics using shih wei's cam, hahas...hopefully i got the pics soon, speakin of pics, i din upload those pics taken few days ago hor.. hahahas...............
After work yun mommy come pick me le ba, headed to kb Helen saloon to have our hair steamed. actually was s'posed to go maggie le, bt forgot that maggie is closed on monday!!! =s well, most suprising when we are there, vicky was workin there already! =D she is also the one responsible to wash my hair, hahas, she's alryt, at least better than the one who washes yun's hair, i always hated her. Saw quite a few nice curly hairstyles nia, can you feeell? my butt is itchy agn, lol =P
After steamin we head to bucaneer had our dinner, ordred two beef steaks and one mushroom soup to share nia, so filling=) really love that place, reminds me so mch of me and dear, hehes... tho we were so so so full already, but we still ordered cheesy garlic breads and ANOTHER mushroom soup and somehow managin to eat them all too, hahass.. full till practically cnt walk arh us =s
Ask mommy come pick us up, before that we went to Cd shops and check out, haahahs, hand itchy agn, bought 2 Cds le, but no regrets, loving it so mch! parade yun to the whole kb's CD shop nia, just to look for my CHRISTIAN WUNDERLICH album.. bt sadly... dun hv!!! =( who know wher got tel me kays? I'm cravin for it ..
Was now at work, feeling more and more sien, hating it more and more due to some reasoms, for you peeps out der, mayb you will think my job is easy..but INSIDE of it, u dun wanna know what happened..
the only HAPPINESS i felt today is only my lunch time..shih wei askd me and yun out to lunch together ba..went to pagolak and have our lunch, the food i order = SUCKS!! honestly.. took quite a few pics using shih wei's cam, hahas...hopefully i got the pics soon, speakin of pics, i din upload those pics taken few days ago hor.. hahahas...............
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Year's almost ending.. suddenly i thought bak to when my blog starts, i've been an active blogger for a year!!! wee hees! remembered my resolutions, decidin to take it out and read .. hahass =))
1)I Wana Let My haiR gRow..At leaSt tiL d Waist-aBov-a-BiT
my hair DID grow alot i supposed, but it's still nowhere near my waist frm my trimmin, and gonna trim it agn soon, once i have my COURAGE..
2)Muz leArN to Save monEy n nOt wAstIn theM S i LYk..
hrm, i never get ard to save any big bucks, but since dear scold me everyday abt my money usage, ive learn to controlled =D I now don't get the first thing i saw on the shop shelf which i like..learnt to think le ba,hehe
PaSs GcE..If gEt in2 SA,I muZ stUdy haRd frM NoW oN..8lEast all "b" s..coz i DuN WannA RegReT NymOr LyK mY GcE..I noE i goNnA faIl=(
Damn...i not only dun get a gd result, but had stopped sch as well.. hais.. si beh set pai..
4)hOpe My relaTIonsHip wiF him Can Get beTa,LoVe Him MoR,quareL leSs..
hrm, it does get better i guess..i'm contented ryt now=)) and i've made a few changes to myself, and givin him more love.. so yea =) would gv this, erm.. 40% sucess? lol~
5)I wAnNa RcV MANY MANYpRezzIEs Esp 4 mY bdAY..=P
well...i dun have mch pressies this yr, compared with last yr..i hope next yr will get gd pressies ba.. heehees.
6)DIET !!!!!!!!!
urm..let's skip =P
7)lEaRn tO conTroL My teMpeR n Not fLarIn it wheNeVa Av lIl tInGs maKe me anGrY
hrm, mayb just halfway..cos i kept most things in my heart nw, even with dear, my friends... i cn still look happy in front of them..let'sjust gv it 50% hahas..
8)HoPin I caN beG my DaD gimmE tAke licEnsE
totally forgotten =s
9)Can chanGe my LooKs
i think i look pretty ugly now dou...
10) HopIn Can b a bEtA DaughThEr...
hrm.... I DUN THINK SO !!! hahas..
I think i dun achieve mch le ba this year.. but it's ok,cos in my 17 yrs of life, i now had a aim..and hoping i cn use one year time to achive all my dreams, wee hee..
1)I Wana Let My haiR gRow..At leaSt tiL d Waist-aBov-a-BiT
my hair DID grow alot i supposed, but it's still nowhere near my waist frm my trimmin, and gonna trim it agn soon, once i have my COURAGE..
2)Muz leArN to Save monEy n nOt wAstIn theM S i LYk..
hrm, i never get ard to save any big bucks, but since dear scold me everyday abt my money usage, ive learn to controlled =D I now don't get the first thing i saw on the shop shelf which i like..learnt to think le ba,hehe
PaSs GcE..If gEt in2 SA,I muZ stUdy haRd frM NoW oN..8lEast all "b" s..coz i DuN WannA RegReT NymOr LyK mY GcE..I noE i goNnA faIl=(
Damn...i not only dun get a gd result, but had stopped sch as well.. hais.. si beh set pai..
4)hOpe My relaTIonsHip wiF him Can Get beTa,LoVe Him MoR,quareL leSs..
hrm, it does get better i guess..i'm contented ryt now=)) and i've made a few changes to myself, and givin him more love.. so yea =) would gv this, erm.. 40% sucess? lol~
5)I wAnNa RcV MANY MANYpRezzIEs Esp 4 mY bdAY..=P
well...i dun have mch pressies this yr, compared with last yr..i hope next yr will get gd pressies ba.. heehees.
6)DIET !!!!!!!!!
urm..let's skip =P
7)lEaRn tO conTroL My teMpeR n Not fLarIn it wheNeVa Av lIl tInGs maKe me anGrY
hrm, mayb just halfway..cos i kept most things in my heart nw, even with dear, my friends... i cn still look happy in front of them..let'sjust gv it 50% hahas..
8)HoPin I caN beG my DaD gimmE tAke licEnsE
totally forgotten =s
9)Can chanGe my LooKs
i think i look pretty ugly now dou...
10) HopIn Can b a bEtA DaughThEr...
hrm.... I DUN THINK SO !!! hahas..
I think i dun achieve mch le ba this year.. but it's ok,cos in my 17 yrs of life, i now had a aim..and hoping i cn use one year time to achive all my dreams, wee hee..
Saturday, December 03, 2005
As predicted, happy happy day =D
One of me and dear's wishes come true nia, or couple hp lines =) or rather, T W O wishes, we are goin to empire for chrismas and our 1yr 5month anniversary celebration..Wees! =P so happy can..
Went meet dear in front of DST when i'm off nia, in the process of gettin our lines, was kinda pissed nia, we waited the long queue for like...so darn long? before it's our turn? And when it's out turn, i dun have my IC with me, kns le, use dear IC cnot, so in the end called mommy bring my IC to me nia..
Head back to DST agn after gettin my IC, this tym the office is quiet, supposingly vry gd ryt? NO! our no. was skipped! had to wait like so damn long agn, du lan, wth..first come first serve right? pissed la..
In d end, it's finally our turn lor, and got our lines.. happy le!!! =D went to eat something cos i'm like..so so hungry since i dun eat for the whole day..and then headed back to office and spend quality time 2gtr =D
Evening, together with dear, adrain and makong we went moi nam have tea ba, den we go tamu visit yun yun, hahahs! Saw CHOW MEI too! After tt went home le =D
Haiss, dno why, i'm sick !!! =(( flu-ing and coughin arh =(( si beh nt happy with it, 2mr gonna go bandar shoppin with my peeps, weee hees!
One of me and dear's wishes come true nia, or couple hp lines =) or rather, T W O wishes, we are goin to empire for chrismas and our 1yr 5month anniversary celebration..Wees! =P so happy can..
Went meet dear in front of DST when i'm off nia, in the process of gettin our lines, was kinda pissed nia, we waited the long queue for like...so darn long? before it's our turn? And when it's out turn, i dun have my IC with me, kns le, use dear IC cnot, so in the end called mommy bring my IC to me nia..
Head back to DST agn after gettin my IC, this tym the office is quiet, supposingly vry gd ryt? NO! our no. was skipped! had to wait like so damn long agn, du lan, wth..first come first serve right? pissed la..
In d end, it's finally our turn lor, and got our lines.. happy le!!! =D went to eat something cos i'm like..so so hungry since i dun eat for the whole day..and then headed back to office and spend quality time 2gtr =D
Evening, together with dear, adrain and makong we went moi nam have tea ba, den we go tamu visit yun yun, hahahs! Saw CHOW MEI too! After tt went home le =D
Haiss, dno why, i'm sick !!! =(( flu-ing and coughin arh =(( si beh nt happy with it, 2mr gonna go bandar shoppin with my peeps, weee hees!
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Felt like Crying now de ba.. In everyone's mind, in their hearts, am i so useless to them?
Why do whatever i wanna do, there are so many obstacles in front of me? Obstacles that i can never overcome..
I really felt so dumb, so stupid, so useless being in this world..
All i want in my life is to fulfill all my dreams, my ambitions.. but there's always something i can't overcome..All i want in my life is to to what i wanna do to fulfill my life to enrich my life, is that so hard?
Yea, i admit, i'm not some rich moneybags where i can do anythin by a slap og my hand with money in it.. like my BOSS, a gd example.. the richness they are, can practically suffocate your lungs..
I can never achieve my dreams..my life ambition which no one knows about.. Everyone treat me like i'm some kinda child who dunno how to take care of myself.. YOU ALL nv let me have a chance to take care of myself how do i learn to take care of myself?!?!?!.......
Now i have a aim in me, whateva i do, i will do my best, and i won't let regret comes to me, whatever happens agn ..
As for the rest of it...i will prove it, my aim in 2006..i must achieve all i want to do..no matter how painstakingly it's gonna take..i WILL.
Why do whatever i wanna do, there are so many obstacles in front of me? Obstacles that i can never overcome..
I really felt so dumb, so stupid, so useless being in this world..
All i want in my life is to fulfill all my dreams, my ambitions.. but there's always something i can't overcome..All i want in my life is to to what i wanna do to fulfill my life to enrich my life, is that so hard?
Yea, i admit, i'm not some rich moneybags where i can do anythin by a slap og my hand with money in it.. like my BOSS, a gd example.. the richness they are, can practically suffocate your lungs..
I can never achieve my dreams..my life ambition which no one knows about.. Everyone treat me like i'm some kinda child who dunno how to take care of myself.. YOU ALL nv let me have a chance to take care of myself how do i learn to take care of myself?!?!?!.......
Now i have a aim in me, whateva i do, i will do my best, and i won't let regret comes to me, whatever happens agn ..
As for the rest of it...i will prove it, my aim in 2006..i must achieve all i want to do..no matter how painstakingly it's gonna take..i WILL.
Woot, these two days busy till no time blogged nia..
Tuesday # Worked as usual, of course, can NEVER get away from it de =s no matter hw mch i tried. After work Yun and makong and adrain come to fetch me up de ba...disturbng and laffin at me while i'm talkin on the phone with a customer...after that, locked up, and makong brought me home to change clothes...Since they decided wanna tea for awhile nia, so went to yue yuen lor, since i'm c r a v i n g for the chao mee goreng der, damn nice can!! After that walked ard, and went to bodyshop 2gtr, that's when me and yun BOTH realise together..the so called " reality "... Fuggingly right in front of us..but i dun wish to talk abt it anywaes..
Suddenly, dunno what happen, we were just s'posed to go to Marilyn to SEE the cakes, well... See Huh.. in the end we sit down and eat two cakes agn, hahas.. bluberry cheese cake and chocolate fudge cake..the cheese cake aint all that up to my standard nia, but the choco fudge cake was nice can!! mayb gonna use that cake for our b'days? ahhas..since that's the cake we both agreed le...
After cak-ing, headed home nia, had a small accident agn =(( some old malay lady knock into our car, right at my car door arh!!! dun worry, i still alive..hahas..after everything is done headed home nia and had a B I G dinner agn!! =s Nt that it's nt nice or anythin, we had a fillin dinner, just that we are just sooo..Sooooooooo...Full. Mommy especially cook crab in honour of yun nia, good hors=) in the end, we still eat alot anywae.. hahas..
Spent the nyt in ma room, and talkin about feelings topic and suddenly it go to our past.. took all our old letters out nia.. and we were laffin so hard at our imaturity ..lol` realy could'nt believe that's how we were when we were young..lol`
WEdnesday # A G a I N, work as usual, kinda beh song if u asked me.. forget it la, den homed and take a bath, it's time me goin to yun's house for dinner.. AGAIN..her MOM also cooked crab for me..wua lua..our moms psychic issit =s at least the crabs are cooked in a diff recipe, mommy cook black pepper crab and her mom cook chili crab. hers is just as nice.. we ate the crabs for nearly One and half hr ar!! =D
Talked with dear on the phone nia, he could'nt study.. and then me and yun start takin our V a I n pics.. alot of them..ahahas.. will post them when i had the time aits..
ToDay # Dear's big big exam nia, hope he won't be nervous and will do well.. gd luck dear.. muacks =*
Tuesday # Worked as usual, of course, can NEVER get away from it de =s no matter hw mch i tried. After work Yun and makong and adrain come to fetch me up de ba...disturbng and laffin at me while i'm talkin on the phone with a customer...after that, locked up, and makong brought me home to change clothes...Since they decided wanna tea for awhile nia, so went to yue yuen lor, since i'm c r a v i n g for the chao mee goreng der, damn nice can!! After that walked ard, and went to bodyshop 2gtr, that's when me and yun BOTH realise together..the so called " reality "... Fuggingly right in front of us..but i dun wish to talk abt it anywaes..
Suddenly, dunno what happen, we were just s'posed to go to Marilyn to SEE the cakes, well... See Huh.. in the end we sit down and eat two cakes agn, hahas.. bluberry cheese cake and chocolate fudge cake..the cheese cake aint all that up to my standard nia, but the choco fudge cake was nice can!! mayb gonna use that cake for our b'days? ahhas..since that's the cake we both agreed le...
After cak-ing, headed home nia, had a small accident agn =(( some old malay lady knock into our car, right at my car door arh!!! dun worry, i still alive..hahas..after everything is done headed home nia and had a B I G dinner agn!! =s Nt that it's nt nice or anythin, we had a fillin dinner, just that we are just sooo..Sooooooooo...Full. Mommy especially cook crab in honour of yun nia, good hors=) in the end, we still eat alot anywae.. hahas..
Spent the nyt in ma room, and talkin about feelings topic and suddenly it go to our past.. took all our old letters out nia.. and we were laffin so hard at our imaturity ..lol` realy could'nt believe that's how we were when we were young..lol`
WEdnesday # A G a I N, work as usual, kinda beh song if u asked me.. forget it la, den homed and take a bath, it's time me goin to yun's house for dinner.. AGAIN..her MOM also cooked crab for me..wua lua..our moms psychic issit =s at least the crabs are cooked in a diff recipe, mommy cook black pepper crab and her mom cook chili crab. hers is just as nice.. we ate the crabs for nearly One and half hr ar!! =D
Talked with dear on the phone nia, he could'nt study.. and then me and yun start takin our V a I n pics.. alot of them..ahahas.. will post them when i had the time aits..
ToDay # Dear's big big exam nia, hope he won't be nervous and will do well.. gd luck dear.. muacks =*
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