Tiring arh..

Work as usual yesterday, after work went home, take a bath and eat papa's new recipe ( yeahs, my dad cook de!=D) urm..Thai salad tungfen..Was so darn nice yeahs! that i took one serving after another, by the time makong came to fetch me, had already have about f i v e servings? =P

Headed to Seria and fetch yun yun, wua la, this gur arh, tipu everone lar, fat liao fat liao, thinner than before got lar, hahas! Since both me and yun already full, and makong bo lui, me and yun decided to tried out cakes nia, for our bday de..ordered french fries, tiramisu and chocolate cheese cake to share together..BUT... the cakes tastes like s h i t.. no kidding >.<>.< went home str8 away go to bed lor, was so darn tired!

Tonyt yun gonna be at my home whole nyt for dinner after i work ba, wee wees! =P

Wua lua, one week plus din blog le ba..=s miss my bloggin! but well...din get to blog cuz....was in office whole day kissin the comp screen would rather do something else when i'm OFF work.. lol`

Lemme see, what happened these days.. hrm..

Latest : Yun is back!! So damn happy can..wee hees=D having so many plans together, simply can't wait..=)) Was talkin on the phone with yun for hours nia last nyt, but din get to talk till morning like lastym cuz i'm simply too tired! =s so dropped to bed at midnyt already.. weets..

Yesterday spend the whole day at home nia, as for Kyrie, so sorry i could'nt go to your party.. veli veli sorry, dun hv transport ba..just spend the whole day watchin " love story in Harvard " . Was s'posed to go tea with mandy ba, but den hor, went out kinda late so dun wan le ba, ngam ngam dad askd me go ayamku restaurent eat ba, so NICE! Esp the black pepper beef, loving it, slurps! =P

Sophie Kinsella new book is F I N A L L Y out in Miri!! Could'nt wait to get it le ba, din managed to get it the lastym when i went to Miri, cuz my money not enough le, cost $72 =(( boo, next week will get it le ba, hee hees..

Woots, finally my UNREST DAYS were over!!! Three days i din sleep much liao le =s

This week got to meet dear three times nia!! so happy can..first, it's the unexpected date at the mall, second, the night of his birthday which i gave him a biggie suprise, and third, today of course =))

Lemme start from the beginnin, on 16 nov, i din sleep well cuz i was thinkin what shud i get for dear, something that's MEANINGFUL and ORIGINAL.. at midnyt, wish him a happy b'day and suddenly..inspiration strikes, i always only get nice ideas last min =((

On 17 nov, work as usual, asked makong to bring me and he's ok with it, so for then, my plan is smooth =D picked me at 6 30pm nia, and rushed to shop cos i'm afraid the shop will close early, well, who knows ryt..=s and when i'm done gettin everything i need, proceed to his home le..wee hees..gave him a call, ask what he wishes to do now, and wallaa!! he said it out so i asked him.. " Dear arh, den u wanna consider opening ur front door lemme in or not le, cos i'm outside oh.." he thinks i tipu him agn le..hahas.. had a gd nyt with each other le.. and ard9pm went to urm..fresh air cafe with dear and makong have tea..both the boys talk about CARS so happily nia, i suspect they both forget i'm beside liao..ahahahs.. after that, went home, talk on the phone with dear for awhile.. and start preparing my pressie for dear le.. =D so din sleep much nia..

On 18 nov, nth mch happens, just the usual, but when i got home, i'm damn hurried and busy, till i dun even have tym eat dinner le..had to made many many stars for the first pressie..about 400+ ba..made till my hand so painful nia, do so mch at the same tym, not oni that, had to made the egg too >.< the egg information will be kept confidental, but while i was preparing it...all the pain i gone thru.. well.. i can just tell you it's not pretty and make you wanna gag =s Everything was oni finally done perfectly at 2 am nia..

Today, Went to work, asked makong to pick me up after that, and went to buy a cake for dear..and creep to the third floor of office and hid the cake ther..that's the second suprise i gave dear..he only saw it when we go upstairs =D blow, cut and eat the cake of course..wee hees.. and then we went into the room and discuss about our empire holiday stuff.. when he's mid doin research on the prices..i went into my bag and took out third suprise.. the pressies for him..reep behind him and gave it to him..wee hees...happy that dear loves evrythin i given him ..

Spend the whole noon with each other nia le, and evening went to pasar malam and bought chi pi ku 2gtr..wee hees...

and NOW, i'm gonna drop to bed early..=D

Feeling so weak now.. Really dunno what had happened, was just goin thru my normal things.. and suddenly i jus vomitted.. not for once too.. i think i vomit about half an hour..

Felt so xing ku now.. and there's no one at home..

Was feeling so empty, so neutral..

I've been thinkin, mayb i had accepted it after all..

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Day was aiight, but right now, i'm dead BORED, why? Cos i'm all alone at home, my whole fam had went to miri to enjoy, while i'm here, bored outta my skull, maybe i should'nt have cancelled the dinner, but i felt so sick being out now, i jus wanna stay at home and rest, i have not even eaten my mom's cookin for almost one week!!! =(( miss it leh..

My latest addiction : kimchi. Yeap. That's right. korea food. =)) FINALLY i gt the chance to try it, was absolutely superb i tell you. Well, for me anywae, Isabella is right, not all people can eat kimchi, cos it has a distinct taste, it's just whether you like it or you don't.. now, I'm simply addicted to it. Lui brought to office put in fridge so he can eat, since he's korean anywae, while ME, was feeling so addicted that i can't eat breakfast or lunch without kimchi. lol~ It's gonna finish soon, from the way i'm eatin..hahahs, best? It's originally from Korea in which he brought frm the last tour, hahahs..

I'm so short memory right now, i could'nt evn remember what i did yesterday, all i could remember is skippin work to have a luxury in the saloon, and watchin
the new Andy lau movie. It's really nice!! Totally no regret watchin it..wee hees.. and i absolutely love the Fulfilment of Promise necklace..it's so meaningful aites, but it must be original ;) just like how i wanted plato's eternity bracelet, but too bad that's only available in Europe, i think..

Finally got the song that i want frm Yus, really reflects me so much..

Sometimes
as I live upon my island
Cut off from emotion and its pain
That's when
I am tempted by the waters
Waters that can take me far away....

Yea.. get it?

So hungry right now.. no one to cook for me, hais.........gues i'm gonna go hungry stomach tonight...which is good anywae.. since i'm such a SHAME ..

Yesterday tiring day for me can!

Was at work yesterday, just the normal stuff, but the atmosphere still aint too good so i was just keepin quiet, till around 12pm Isabella brought me to bandar to work with her!! Wee hees!! was so happy can, cos can finally get away frm the office..

Before heading to Bandar, went to kaybee and help Isabella develop pics in Nan Yang, while she made some errands at Pan Bright, while I'm there, saw someone can, make me so si beh bad mood bah, and well, after awhile it's forgotten cos Isabella talked so mch with me, lol ~ talk till we were nearly at seria and have to turn baQ and return to kb AGAIN cos she forgotten take things frm her friend.. haiss..

anywae.. up we go again.. for the 2nd tym =s

When reachin Sg. Liang, or issit Labi? I'm nt so sure la, Isabella brought me to a stall with the best kueh tiau.. it was really nice!!! I wish i could have a second plate eu noe =(( And there saw Kah Soon with his friends agn, lol ~

After finishin our lunches, we proceed to Bandar lor, the journey was kinda fast le, cos i fell asleep in the car!!! Hahahas..went to Continental, Wing-on and Ken travel agencies, basically, all the outbound agencies nia, hahas..

Hrm, speakin of agencies, a few days ago my boss asked me to call to the three agencies and asked bout their korea tour pricings, was kinda stupid at dt tym, and i told Nelson of Wing-on my office No. !!! =s Hrm, i dunno if he find out the truth or what, when Nelson was talkin to Isabella about those korea tours.. the 1st thing they discussed is WHO asked for the korea tour enquiries..

Isabella : Hello Nelson, how are you, it's been awhile since we last met.

Nelson : oh yea! I'm doin gd, hw abt you? And whose this? Your sister?? (noddin to me)

Isabella : No No, she's just my assistant, xin xin ( she called my chi name )

Nelson : Oh!! your assistant!! she's pretty young isnt she.. * smilin with me*

(continue talkin abt non-related topics )

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Nelson : We are not sure about the dec bla bla bla.. ( forgotten sed wat) but we had a few people enquiring for it already, just recently GRACE had enquire for it, did she called ur office?

Isabella : No no, she did'nt ..so is she confirm at your there ?

( continue to blarrrrrrrrrrrrrr )

Hahas, what you think? Is Nelson suspectin or trying to imply something? lol ~

Then hor, after the last visit to Ken travel, where i spend most of the time in the toilet lookin at my beautiful hair =P Isabella went to meet her friends and dropped me at the mall to meet Dear. So unexpected nia..wee hees..and just walk here walked there lor, hehehes..

Was then picked up at nearly 6 45pm, and headed home, My lasteness cause my friends to wait me nearly one hr plus!!! =(( they're so so hungry, well, i am too..hahas.. took a super fast bath and headed out,i think the minutes i'm home isnt even more than 15min -_-

Head to Ayamku restaurent had our steamboat, finally leh! I can eat my Tom yam steamboat, was NICE!!! very very nice!! We had a vry gd time diggin our foods and all, untill....the waiter wanna kicked us out cos there is no morfe customers and wanna close up!!! Wua lan, see us lil kids good to bully har issit!! And it's only like.. 9 35pm? Apalah...We stall there till nearly 10 then we gan yen go anywae.. Hahahsss..

Round round abit cos we dunno wher we wanna go, and suddenly remembered our past times when we used to buy pints of ice cream and sit and eat at the beanch pondok. But too bad the stores are all closed so we settle for Cornetto instead. Went to the beach and ate in the car. But hor, i dun find it too enjoyable anymore.. cos I'm too scared =s in de end, so gome early lor..hahahss ...

Hrm, i still keep on cravin for tom yam steamboat =((

Rebond my hair, wee hees, was so happy can got my hair rebonded =D

Was pretty pissed actually, cos i had spent like a zillion hrs in the saloon!!! Was there since 12pm nia, and left at 7 30pm, can you actually believe it =s That's about.. 1, 2, 3.......SEVEN hrs in there!!! Wua lua, i was so impatient, everytime Ah Ngo put on the shiseido cream on my hair i just keep on standin up, hahas.. all the saloon girls see me also laugh arh everytime my eyes meet theirs...

Oh well, no regrets tho, cos nw i got nice long hair, wee hees!!! =))

Yawns! I'mjust so dead BEAT !!!! =D

Ok, I'm happy aites, Very very happy can =)

Yesterday : Was at work of course, But yesterday's work was pretty easy! Nothing to do at all, and was alone in the office, and get to off work early @ 4pm. hahas! Went home, took a bath and go to nina's openhouse early, stay there for quite awhile nia, chatted and catch up, and of course, ate alot of malay foods! All hot unfortunately, that'y why my damn cough wad back! =(

Then, ard 8:30pm, left and had tea with ah qiang, ah yung, ah tak, and brena le..then go long kai b'cos we were supposed to visit amy and emma and we're waitin for them cos their mom brought them out!! Waited so long nia..and officially stepped into their home at only 10 15pm!! =s well, it's alryt, went into da kitchen and talk to her mommy awhile, and then go to the living room join my peeps =P

It's so nice to get to see amy le, we have'nt meet for like, so long=s jus gabbed awhile, bt could'nt get to our usual convo's cuz we dun have any privacies =(( we were hopin we can meet up tomorrow and catch up * prayin hard *

When wanna get home dat tym, when we walked out of the door, there comes benny, marcus, adrain, reggie and makong.. and AGAIN talked and have a few laughs before goin home.. hahass, went str8 to bed after that, was dead tired arh -_-" and lookin forward to today of course =))

Today : Worked, the atmosphere at work aint too gd today tho =s then went out meet dear at 12pm..was feeling so happy le, after two weeks we finally can meet..hehehe =D

Hrm, talked and play ard with dear nia, den i got dear mad le =(( but I'm actually happy that he's unhappy with it, wee hees =D That shows he still really.. ahem.. kekeke..

Went to Riveria hotel and have our lunch, and went back to the office liao, wee hees, spend all da tym 2gtr at rooftop nia, but hor, me and dear so long, i never slap him before, and i accidentally DID today!! hahaas!!! cos he say something i never hear a guy say to me before, hahas, i laugh and slapped his face =s za dao.. luckily din hit vry hard nia.. hahaha!! lol ~ and most of all, i never thought even the most little-est details of me he will also notice, so it makes me vry happy =D even if its.... -_-" anywaes, sorry o dear =s

Went home, took a bath and right here bloggin =D only 7 30pm and i'm dead beat, wee hees.

Whole's yesterday post deleted, don't ask me WHY i delete it, oh well..

Was really slacking at work, there's nothing to do for the whole week anywaes, just sit der and bangang, hahass.. and today was alone to work too.. No one gonna come to the office today, not even my two lovely boss.. u say good o nt leh, hahahs. .

These days at work is really boring, boring, and BORING..

got nothing to do these days leh, felt like going home early=s

craving for my blueberry cheesecake leh =((

Day was upsetting agn, dunno why..

Since woke up already liddat..

Really tired of everythin..

I thought i was having an ok day, but who knows how my day ends..

Woke up at 12pm, pretty late, get ready and went with my fam to my old neighbour's hse, visitin my childhood friends since kindergarden..was nice...da oldest fren, titi, was atually engaged already !!!wuaa.. she's js abt 2 years older then me leh..of course, she got intro her fiancee to me lor..hahahas..seems like a nice guy tho..

Came back ard 4pm bah, den go out agn, meet mandy and mike and makong..i thought we could catch up, tellin stories and all.. but who knows.. stories huh..ryt nw..I'm feeling so limp..totally no more strength.. I'm so mch in love with my boy, and i got said dat i'm with him for his money....cn u believe it..

And a so-called friend refuse to tel me the rest..well, it does'nt matter anywae..

Really felt so low..so limp.. like there's really no more care for me in the world.. that's really how i felt nw..

Dunno Why..

For one week plus now..

I keep havin a very strong urge..

To eat BLUEBERRY CHEESE CAKE

and drink ORANGE JUICE..

But till now, i still can't get it

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Boring day....=(( vry upsetting nia.. but now alot better..

Had a chat with yun, she helped me put things into prespectives, help me sort out my messy heart and clear my doubt, she's always succesful with me, this i can say for sure =)) and Yes, another time again, she suceeded lettin me see the prespectives, seeing things from another angle instead of something that's bluntly said in my face.. Nw i am more confident and stable.. all thanks to her..

Woots, guess what?Today sumone told me something.. " Your're my gurfren best fren, so you are my best fren too" Wuaaaoo, i thought this kinda guys EXTINCTS liao tim, but today, he proved that this sorta guys still EXISTS!!! lol~ guess who issit? Yusri ofcourse, Amy's hubby..Amy is sure lucky and i'm really happy for her * smilin wistfully * even their emails also same nw.. Amy_828 and Yus_828 ...wua lann.. hahahss..

Wuaa, Max gonna published a novel soon!! the multi-skilled in sociology, business, chemistry, biology, and lot more which i can't remember anymore, the max which foreign companies are fightin for him and was offered TEN MILLION a month job, the max i known since F3 and since then he always help me with his sooooo fabulous advcises max, gonna published his first novel soon, i get to c his artwork first-handedly a few days ago, so kambang dat he shared it with me..wee hees !!Saw alot of the artwork for his novel, the who and who characters and what the characters do n so on, i was stupid enuf to ask him " eh, the anime seem vry nice hor, i wan watch oso, wat name ah, i go buy at shop" wua lan..si beh paiseh until he told me that's his original artwork..mi god.... mentionin dis of course for a reason. Yours truly ME, gonna get his original novel first handedly when it's published, autographed too..hahass.. Nose also wanna go high high liao. Tho so multi skilled, he dun really live a xing fu life..as his beloved wife had passed away frm cancer this year..vry sad..

Wua lua, i ahieved something today!!!! Played solitaire for weeks ah, i could'nt complete it, today, for the 1st tym, i completed it!!! without any help too!! Learn and play by myself..haha, for you people mayb its nothing, but for me it's an achievement, I'm surely not someone who is so patient in learnin something, I cnt do it, i give up..wee hees..

Wuaa !!!!!!!!!! my dear bessie lil bro got GIRLFREN liao worh!! Hais, see him from young till now, guess he really grow up liao, first his voice changes and is taller then me and den keep on lin c me dat he taller, the he claims HE'S A MANN to me, now got gf liao tim !!! hahahs, when heard laugh till i can't breathe.. hahaha!

Hais, sang xing ah, i beg so long, tellin dad i wanna buy a beautiful toy dog...he dun wan buy for me..till now..i vry sien muk le..wheneva i go my boss hse got THREE beautiful toy dog i cn play with, i wan my own toy dog which i cn play n touch avday =((

Hrm..tired ah ..but there is something i must do tonight, if not will really cannot sleep.. outta here..woots =X

Just baq from dinner with parents not long ago, having steamboat at ayamku restaurent..wee hees, the foods is nicee !!!!

But den i suspect, my sickness gonna be from bad to worrseee =(( pity me..but the belacan was damn nice!!!well..even if my sickness got worse or my heart got hole due to coughin..noone's gonna care anywae, especially him..Buurrpps*

Was chattin wif moi dear bessie right nw, had a pretty funny convo, lol~ our party had really excite us, we simply keep talkin abt how we wan how and how and howww...wee heees..

My sickness is killing me!!got a tons new songs, esp my dearrrrrr corrinne may songs, dying to sing with it.. wee hees, bt my itchy troat dun allow me to =((

Let's see...

Hrm, on second thought, mayb i should'nt paste d convo here, talkd about a few paiseh stuff i wish my dear would do for me..hahahas..lol~

I really dunno how long i can stand it anymore.. 3 days in a row i got harrased..get this.. HARRASED..whether its I'm at home or work..upsettin me emotionally and physically.. please god..help me thru this without losing it.. *praying hard *

Really felt farked up to the max right now!!

From what i see, i thought friendship is more IMPORTANT..especially friendship which have been there for years, but hell no, i realise what my elder's (elderly friends) told me last tym is RIGHT..When there is MONEY concern, Friendship won't be there..Nt mentionin any details of what happen...let's just say ..

When money is concerned, friendship is just a word!

Got my first pay today, in my first 17 years, dat's the only thing i cn smile ABIT for nw.. later gonna treat my fam to dinner.. Think so me wanna open another bloggie agn ..cnt stand it if i dun vent out my anger..

Another thingie which made me smile abit wider?? i got my Corrinne may album!yeah ! love her songs to the maxxx!

Another thingie which made my smile another inch wider? the Bday party me n yun had been discussin for months gonna come true..its gonna be OUR BDAY PARTY.. gonna do it on chinese new year..weets...al my vip's will of course..be INVITED..and of course, my dear must be der too, lol~

You Know What Day Is Today? I Just Know It's Not My Day..

Last nyt went to my lau pan niang bday party at Fratini, she booked the whole place down le..haiss, rich people andang diff horhs, well, the foods was ahem...DELICIOUS!!!! I ate so much diff kinda dishes at one tym, but was pretty boring for me, cos it's all thier family.. kinda left out nia..so gone early..it's ok..the delicious foods had occupied my smile for quite awhile =))

Saw my qoute up there?meaningful aiites?copied from Sean.Right enough, It's surely not my day, mornin mommy nagged me up and down about my sickness worsening, and was pretty slow at work, like snail arh...and when i wanna eat my lunch in da office? Two customers came..Tmd..very hungry liao, fork also in hand, gab so mch agn cause me need to eat my lunch at 12 30pm!!If i'm eatin out, i can go already..but too bad...someone lan c see me..so here i am ..stuck in da office..

Had a nice gab with me dear bessie just now..she asked me if i wan us (me and her ) to vacation in Hong Kong next yr, for another 18th memory.. =)) ofcos i say i want la, we even got to the point discussin the prices and so on ..ahah.. hopefully, we will be able to go..we had been wantin to go vacation 2gtr for like... YEARS.. =s

I Wan Korin May album!!!!!her songs are like..so so so damn nice..i want it, i want it, i want it!!!!!!!!!!Whatever it takes, i will make it be in my hands..

And to Mandy, it's not a prob to help someone grant a happy 18th bday wish does it?=P And I'm happy i could grant it for you..tho the cake is abit ...too tiny?Any gur would wants her wish to come true, me also no difference..But then..No one noe my wish! hahahass.. oh well ..u happy can liao..anywaes, d cake vry nice hor, damn damn damn nice tim!!wanna have it agn le..duno stil got o nt.. =P what's the cake name by the way.....?

Buut Buut.. outta here..

btw....

Happy bday Isabella!!!=))