Just back from lunch with dear,eatin chicken rice..still have sm time..so thought i'll blogged in here..wee hees,dear gave me another suprised prez today leh,the fullhouse series which i always wanted..and last sat he gave me an vincci watch ..hehe..these 2days also smile till teeth also wanna fall out liao =D xin is very very happy =)

But hor,till now still sick le..ytd is the WORST..cuz got fever n so on.. slept till 4pm..n do my HW the boss gave me..and just 5 min ago ..he sed i did my HW gd. .no mistakes.. n did it perfectly..=D u say gd o nt leh ..hehes..

Just back from lunch with dear,eatin chicken rice..still have sm time..so thought i'll blogged in here..wee hees,dear gave me another suprised prez today leh,the fullhouse series which i always wanted..and last sat he gave me an vincci watch ..hehe..these 2days also smile till teeth also wanna fall out liao =D xin is very very happy =)

But hor,till now still sick le..ytd is the WORST..cuz got fever n so on.. slept till 4pm..n do my HW the boss gave me..and just 5 min ago ..he sed i did my HW gd. .no mistakes.. n did it perfectly..=D u say gd o nt leh ..hehes..

Wua la..gonna be a dead dog soon arh,sick saince yesterday morning dunno why today got a worser turn..Was coughin non-stop and i could'nt eat or drink anything due to my bad sorethroat..add on to my stomach cramps and shivering..hais.. BAD ARHHH.......

Wua..nw only i realised i have'nt been bloggin here for one week plus!!!!=s i just thought i din blogged for like...3 days?lol~

Nothing much happen anywaes,have been workin for one week plus now and still can hang on it...no complaints for the moment =P

Yesterday a sex maniac bastard called me..turned out he's my friend's EX bf!!!oh geess..i never see guy as crazy sex till like this....hate guys who take girls for advantages,whether they're rich girls or sexy body girls..a guy just LOOKIN at a girl is consider a sin..wuaa..so serious..ahahahas..

Anywaes...the bastard's no. 8677660 so girls out there...dun be one of his stupid EX's and fall into his stupid sweet smelling nest!!!!~~

From that evening onwards,i got nothing on my mind and there's no doubt anymore..Now i finally know my much and how deep my boy's love for me is..

People you out there,can you PLEASE stop pressurising about my decision.I've longed CHANGED. I no longer confide in people about my problems or anything anymore.So dun Fcukin give me more pressure than i already have.You're not me,you will never know.The only someone who i can fully at ease with is yun..not family..no one..If it's aint for her,now i would be suffocated already.She let me go for my OWN DIRECTION.She tells me there's NOTHING wrong in my decision..Because jmy FUTURE and HAPPINESS is at stake.. unlike some so-called friends i should mention,who actually say i'm STUPID aand WRONG.. get lost.

Felt much calmer nw after talkin with dear..bawled my eyes out and dearr keep on reassurin and comfortin me..dear,sorry i overreact just nw..i really cannot stand hearin all of these..but i also know that other then scho0l,all ur time is fully devoted to me and nothing else other then workin for our small vacation..promised dear i would go sleep nw..muakss..love dear mch ...

Haiss..a boring day sia..dearr gimme a call early early mornin..talked and went baq to bed,but cannot sleep baq tho,dunno why..was suddenly motivated today and changed my blog!!!nice or not?!?!=P it's made from the korea drama full house,i wanna watch it!!!but no one have ..=(

Dad bought laO su fen for mie breakfash slash lunch from alan khew's uncle store,the laO su fen there really the besT!!hahass..right after eatin..Dad and mom say they wanna go kb and see furniture,mie also followed nia,nothing to do at home,while boii boii just stay at hOme stickin his face to this lovely pc =P

On the way to kb,dad suddenly ask me hor.."xin xin,jefri bolkiah technical sch there got anything would you like to study o nt?those not engineering one?" suprised leh,but told him no..and so far this whole year my interest had only been hotel management and learnin abt beautician or hair or similiar stuff to this..then dad suddenly ask "brunei got hotel management give you study o not?"wuaa..now i kno he really jien qi wan me to continue pursue my studies..-_-" but i've made up mymind liao,even if i cont study..it must be something i'm interested in..no more school life which i don't like..ahahsss..

Went to shop see see talk talk with mie parents,then horde dad over to mum's bakery and bought a few of the chicken floss breads which i'm totally in love with!!Complained that one piece of bread can buy one whole roll of plain bread agn..-_-"

Homed,read storybk and eatin my lovely breads..after two hours,hungry agn leh!!luckily mommy got cook homeMade mee for everybody,ate it but felt hungry AGAIN...really shitty ah..dunno what's wrong with my bowel today,cooked instant poridge..damn nice!!=))

Just now hor,dad came into my room agn to talk to me,i thought he wanna ask me about studies agn,but no...his expression was so serious,i thought what agn...who knows.. "xin xin ah,2mr you go with me to grandma hse okay?gu gu wanna see you" lol !!! so i just say ok lor.. hahass...look like i got a plan for tomorrow!!i'm soOoO so totally lookin for any chance or anythin to do just to keep my troubles and worries about my studies and school..

Morning - woke up early,dressed and mommy send me to a company to give my CV..bAq to to take a nap,and went with mom to seria again to see mandy awhile..her shop is..one word.. BORED -_-"

Noon -Meet up with dear..spend the few precious hours together..

Evening - Homed at 5pm,took a quick shower,hurriedly did my hair..and mom send me off to YY..was kinda stupid,search for my friends could'nt find them,in d end,realised that they're at the other wing whih i never do before,all smss go neh,about 30+ peoples?!?!woots..many till need to connect about 5-6 tables..wuaa..ehehs..all my peeps have to wait for the sungkai prayer before they can eat..i noe i noe..i should respect..bt..im just SO HUNGRY!!!!=(( but then,they dun mind anywaes..nazri keep ask me to eat first eat first..lolz=P jun ryan,the only NOt smss was there too..and he helped us take loadsa pics..eat about 2 or 3 courses nia me..cn imagine hw hungry i am liao..

Night - around 8pm,makong msged me tellin me he's goin to amy and emma's hse and asked me if i would like to go..since finish eatin and there's nothing to do anywaes..so go lor..he came pick me n we go amy hse..was there till 9 45pm..cnt tahan anymore..too tired nehh..so go home..and here am i =))

wanna take a shower and dropped to bed..ZzZzz..

wOoTs..pan wei buo's bu de bu ai is darn nice..weehees=) just homed from goin buffet dinner with moi family..the foods today are nice!!darn darn nice..this sat got another chance to eat agn..the smss gathering..wOoTs!~

Hais,till 2day have'nt start studyin nia..don even understand the break even analysis!!=(( mayb will get julre or isa to teach me on sat..actually..plannin to study this noon larh,but then hor..slept from 1pm till 4 30pm-_-"

bah..dat's it liao bah..nth to blogged this days norh..

One more ting...

happy birthday ah leng leng!!!!<33

C u t E ......

Hell..kaybee and their mega sized mouths..the whole damn town was spreadin all those untrue rumours..No wonder someOne was so pissed,well..now it's my turn!i don't give a damn about what YOU PEOPLE wanna say..i have to admit..me as a kaybee person also si beh pai seh to be one..What..you people had nothing to do but sit around in coffee shops and ruinin people live's issit?people like you i DONT NEED..!!why don't you just stuff about a dozen elephants into your mouth?Because that's the size of YOU ALL mouths!!GET MY POINT??

What the hell i done wrong.. YOU PEOPLE have absolutely nothing to do except sittin around sayin people's untrue stuff..and guess what i gave you when u told me?all i said was.. "kb ppl and their big mouths".. and this BASTARD was sayin " you better becareful how you talk!" then was really pissed to the max and said "if u wanna ask me becareful my mouth then dont talk to me la!i din talk to you anywae YOU are the one botherin me!" wel..see if i care! Fcuk it..you are the one botherin me..talkin to me FIRST while i'm mindin my on business..Wth ?!?!?! watch my mouth?watch yours first!!!

wOots,decided to blogged before goin to sleep,aint feeling too good,din study again..haiss..felt really hopeless about my attendance..=s if really cannot promote..my dear peeps really gotta take few truckload tissues to heal me=(( To make matter worse..i lost my whole darn business file FOUR days ago and i only realised it a day ago-_-" sheesh..really could'nt study without my notes..was lookin all over for it at sch todae..but someone STOLE my file..anyOne whose holdin it...give it baq to me pleasee..i need it..

Day was aiight as usual..ever since puasa school ended at 11 50am..*grins* bt still...felt day was passin each day sloooooowwwwlllllyyyyyyyyy..i just wanna wait till the tym i could meet dear and have a good tym agn..

Went home..sat in front of the tv and pc and slack there whole noon..dunno why hor..was so motivated de..i wanna changed my blogskins and my friendster profile,decorate it b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l-l-y .....but den lehhhhhhhh...espeed like shiat todae arh..totally no use..haiss..when i'm so motivated and rajin the toopid connection just dun wanna work with me...

Hrm...should i give up sch?should'nt ryt..i dunno..haiss..i noe KYRIE will miss me..lolz..yo kyrie..why are u absent todae?u missed my fascinating biz presentation lehh..ahahah..

anywaes..i wonder if... CARA JOSHI gonna read my blog like she read anna's blog..tee hee hee..if got hor..to this CARA JOSHI..prove to me and anna and avone elese ur the TRUE CARA JOSHI and not a FAKE!!!wahhahaaaa!

Mandy left my home a few minutes ago..here i am now..bloggin..supposin to be vry happy today..but something ruins it all.. but let me blogged about yesterday and today anywaes..

YesTerDay.....
was out with dear after sch yesterday..had a happy date yesterday with each other..was supposin to fo to tamu and have our early dinner..but instead..dear bought me to this cozy expensive restaurent at riviera hotel..the foods and atmosphere was vry nice norhs=)) but i think dear was kinda annoyed that i kept on complainin about the price..and i could'nt finished my foods agn..felt vry guilty =s went home..took a bath..watched tv..supposin to start studyin..and then hor..I LOST MY DAMN FILE..!geezz -_- i hoped i can find baq my file..or else really cry =((

ToDay.......
woke up kinda late..ard 1pm..but 8am dear called me up and we talked talked..meet wif my dear fren mandy chong..her uncle came to pick us up..was so suprised!!!knew her so many years le..1st tym her uncle bring us..tee hee..went too suki and had drinks..story story and went to saloon had my haircut and she did her free hair treatment =P after that ..we went to bodyshop ..see ard talk with friends awhile..and get alvin to send us home..well..to my home anywaes..just hangin out talkin and she went home..

Haiss..was kinda annoyed now..not filing any details here..unless i knew it for sure..and that tym..i'll really explode for sure..