From that evening onwards,i got nothing on my mind and there's no doubt anymore..Now i finally know my much and how deep my boy's love for me is..

People you out there,can you PLEASE stop pressurising about my decision.I've longed CHANGED. I no longer confide in people about my problems or anything anymore.So dun Fcukin give me more pressure than i already have.You're not me,you will never know.The only someone who i can fully at ease with is yun..not family..no one..If it's aint for her,now i would be suffocated already.She let me go for my OWN DIRECTION.She tells me there's NOTHING wrong in my decision..Because jmy FUTURE and HAPPINESS is at stake.. unlike some so-called friends i should mention,who actually say i'm STUPID aand WRONG.. get lost.