Total miracle leh.

Hate raisins to the max! raisins in my rice, raisins in my cake..totally won't put it in my mouth anymore..hate raisins til the point ee pluck raisins out of the cake so i can enjoy my cake.

A few days ago, i dreamt of me loving those yellow raisins, tho i could'nt remmeber the exact details of my dream, but this much i remember and told my mom the next day i woke up..

A few minutes ago, i'm somehow muchin on my mom's raisins and was so engrossed in the catalogue tt i dun notice anytin till mommy say.. "since when u started eatin raisins?"

Now, i dun find raisins all tt bad anymore.. but oh well.. let it stay out of my rice or cakes anywaes, cuz it's kinda spoilin lorh! =)

Hmm.. speakin of cakes, i miss cocktail cake!!!!! =( who wanna buy for me?

Maybe i should just DIE in this world.
None would miss.. or even care anyway!!!!!!!!

I'm just so unworth..

Everywher i go, everyone i'm with..i'm nothing but just a outside lookin in!

Yeapi!!!

Exactly one month to my bday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Woke up like.. really early..6 30 am leh. hahaha..it's been a LONG TIME since i wake up early.. since my sch days..obviously -.- gotta go ut early cuz my parents were goin out early..my dad pei-ed my mom at the hosp, and me went to meet dear cuz we dun hab much time with each other 2dy =( Find dear at ard 8am, and we went to yi yuen and hab breakfast together norh. =x before tt, spend quality time lorh =))

After eatin, pei-ed deat to the bank awhile lor, and then we went walkd ard lor..went nan yang for a vry longtym tho -.- keep see this and tt le. hehe. and both us bought the cool hallmark frames. keke.

Ard 10 am ++, have to go home liao orh!=( papa msg-ed me tell me he's goin home liao, and if i do not follow, no car for me lor. =( si beh nt happy le, din spend much time with dear..bt bo bien also.. hai..dear pei-ed me wait for my pa and then he go back office lor.

Homed, talkd with dear on the ph agn =P . then went to Zzzz.. till 6pm then wake up ler -.-

Showered, get ready to go out agn.. hehe. to sharyn's farewell at jolene nia. Fun fun. choi, me, ivan, silver, sharyn, adrain, makong, xiao hua, alvin present. excludin thos ppl who spark here and there and left. spoilers.. dun you think ?

Hab fun eatin and jokin and takin pictures lor. the foods not nice at all. except the pork thingie. and well.. everyone's felt filling liao, i'm stil hungry. and the foods has finished! ivan spare me his pork =P since he's ........Full.

Takin pics, and out come the cake. hehe. decoration nt nice lar, but the cake nt bad leh =) kena laff by everyone cuz i take so many pieces to eat. hai.. say me fat and all =( then hor.. they all played with the cake icing. it's been so long i never done tt. since.....two yrs ago =s

After eatin..at the carpark..evryone's takin sharyn's flower and were posing this guy-kneel-down-and-propose-the-girl-with-flower thingie.. adrain and sharyn is the sweetest! haha =D

Went round round, and then homed lor. hehehe.

And...today is....
me and dear 1yr 7mths anniversary!!!!

Happy =D

Weee. sleepy!

Went to bandar yesterday with mie friends. was kinda du lan at first leh, makong fooled me..when i was all ready and waitin for let's see, for the past 30 mins, makong called and tell me the trip to bandar is cancelled! wtf?!?! so beh song le.. den in middle when makong is talkin to me, saw his car appeared in front of my hse.. wua lan. kena fooled ah.

Me, makong, choi choi, adrain, sharyn, silver, reggie, and nai wen went together norh. when reachin the mall, makong said he wanna buy a belt first, coz he say his pants gonna drop -.- after that we went to the top floor and get movie tickets lor... hai.. watchd heirloom norh. not my choice. Their choice. i bo bien. i'm the only one who dun watch scary movies, so no words say must accompany with them also ma. lolx.

Since me have'nt eaten anythin since i wake up, so makong, choi, adrain and me went to eat. eat at kylos kebab norh.. nice nice! haha. so long din eat there liao. lolx. the fries there is superb. keep on stealin fries from makong. haha.

After eatin we drop by the big cd shop lor, and got one cd there. aint all tt nice tho when i hear last nyt, oni few songs nia..but nvm lorh, it's only $2 anywaes =P

Our show starts at 5.45pm, and had to rush to the cinema lor. On the way to the cinema keep thinkin how should i survive this two hr -.- toopid, yea yea.. i know.. but i scare maa!!! gee..

Survived the 2 hr, obviously.. watchin the movie with my face covered in hands and peekin thru my fingertips. hahaha.. oh well.. the movie aint scary anywaes, it's just the scary sounds which always come out. and obviously, others felt the movie is boring..-.- since it's nth scary. hai.

Went round round, and then went for dinner lor at the cafe de paris. dun be fooled by the name larh.. laoya food eatin place. haha. had pork chop rice nia.. not nice de..all the foods also not nice anywaes lor.

Starts journey home after tt lor, since it's 9 pm liao..sharyn and adrain is at the back.. zzz away while me and makong talkd most of the way home lor.. nt includin i fell asleep awhile too! when i was halfway listenin to songs. haha.

homed, showered quickly, and talkd with dear as he will be waitin. hehe. talkd for an hr plus, then we both went zzz together le lorh!

Woke up at 3am leh.. dunno y.. need to pee i think.. and was abit scare..-.- agn vry toopid. scare till dun dare open eyes and walkd to my aircon and adjust the coldness leh..mie god.. in the end go adjust also.. and quickly opened my lights.. dunno what i'm so scared also? gee.. must be the movie ba.. ma de.. slept with the lights on leh.. then halfway asleep liao reached under my bed and off the whole room main switch. haha. toopid neh!

Felt an internal Freeze..
Din have that feeling for a long time already..
Been two whole mths..the last is in Dec, when i almost fainted..
now it's back..
Even worse than before.

Yesterday # happy happy day!!! =D woke up, get ready and meet up with dear. instead of spending time at office like usual, this time we spent in his home. keke. once in a blue moon then can happen norh! =x go to his home together, and spend such many quality times!! =)

Afternoon we cookd mee to eat wor, eat liao spend time agn. hehehe. took many many pics too ler, and talkd mch. after tt watch movie nia, supposing to watch "love don't cost a thing" leh, tapi leh.. have'nt watch much and we do something else =x

Also eat dinner at dear's hse, haha.. cuz makong late came to pick me up ma.. tt's y norh. reached home to a bad stomachache. dunno why =( anywaes, it's a happy day.

Xin is very very happy!!!

Today # woke up si beh late, have a weeny row with dear nia..but ok liao. got ready and went out with makong they all lorh. went moi nam, and had honey lemon and toast. i'm hungry can -.- had no foods in me leh. then meet up with sharyn, silver, willy they all and went to the beach norh. then come hm lioa. hahaha.

Tired ah !

Shit orh, where has my FEB 15 post gone to?!?! Eeerkk..i've written a post on tt day regardin V nyt de worh.. shit le.. =(

In summary, i did went out in the end. for the reason of my sudden craving for steamboat!! hahaha. Siao tak came to pick me at 8 30pm, but in the end, b'coz seaview's full, so they all decided meng fang instead lor. booo..~ so wasted norhs =(

Got abt 15 people goin in total nia, hehe. Me, siao tak, nai wen, xiao hui, siao chien, thien lee, ah boy, chee fung, xiang xiang, nai yong, olivia, nai kok, ah boon, ah piang, peter mui and er..i think i forgot the rest of it liaohs. hahaha.

The foods abit dissapointing norh, compare to makong's welcome back dinner at meng fang last tym. but this time, there's this fish, SO NICE CAN !!! kept on turnin the table for the fish to be towards me. Not only tt, dunno tt nyt esp big eater or wat, everyone felt filling and cannot continue eat anymore, but i'm stil happily munching away, hahas. even scolded siao tak b'coz he wasted his rice and i want a second bowl also dun have. but then, i've ever hardly finish a bowl of rice de wor, normally eat the meats only. oh well. mayb i'm super hungry. lolx.

after eatin they decided put fireworks nia, so tt turn to kok kok hse to take the fireworks. the fireworks damn nice worhs. hehe. i'm a big sakai tho, i dunno why when the fireworks are playing, i kept on runnin here and there behind someone fearin when i watch it the fire will poke on my face or eyes. lolx. thinkin baq realise myself stupid nia. haha.

When homed called dear str8 away lor, to tell him i'm home, was vry happy he wait for me to be back ler before goin to sleep. hehehe. talkd talkd and then went to bed lor.

hai......these two days also dno wat wrong with me ler. always wake up so early.. like 8 am++ !! imagine..xin wake up so early. hai..and then every noon will be tired and went to bed and sleep till 5 pm++. haha. noe wat? i dun hate it! =P

Valentine day todae norh. =x

What is everyone doing now? make-ing up and gettin dress up prettily to meet their beloveds for dinner? day dreaming wat present their beloveds are gonna suprise them with? Waitin in the room for ur beloved's miscall tellin you he had reach your hse and is outside while lookin at the mirror if your make up's perfect? or just sittin at home alone cuz you dun have a date or someone to spend with?

Valentine's Day where most of the people will ask for chances? have a happy day with their love ones.. have a nice and romantic dinner.. exchanging gifts, gals receiving bouquet of roses .. Those who have their love ones by their side today would be a happy day for them.. LoOking in the other way round, Valentine's Day also make a person unhappy, depressed, lost of confidence, wanting their love ones to be by their side but they cant for some reasons.. Should i call this an unfair situation ? Today, every gals expects a rose.. or flowers from the person they love or like.. Valentine's Day without rose.. it doesnt mean anything.. it's just a quote saying "its valentine's day" and just have dinner outside.. *quoted by Lee*

Well. kinda true aint it? But for me, i could be out if i want to, or i could also stay at home. Having 2 sets of people askin me to have dinner, both also i had reject ba. you must be thinkin.. why so stupid? why dun go out enjoy? etc etc.. nono. well, todae is valentine day after all, and i had someone i love. Only our date could not be fulfilled due to a no-chance situation. or else, i guess i would be one of the girls who are now standin in front of their mirror, deciding which piece of clothing i should wear and making up =) I cn go out with my friends if i want to, but i just wan todae for my special one, even if he could'nt make it. i dun mind.

Have been tryin to acces to limewire so i could find someone in there, got some songs, and burn it into a cd and present it to dear. but leh............. the limewire so toopid, i dunno hw to deal with it, ah yin aint on9 to guide me. hai. cek pek arh =(

Sighs, heavily sick agn norhs =(

Think me and dear transmit disease to each other lorhs, todae both me and dear sick sick liao and we also slept late. dear did'nt went for work, and we also din get to mit up. *sad*

Something made me vry touched norh, dear is actually more heavily sick than me, but den dear lasnyt ard 10pm+ i guess, set alarm to wake up just bcoz he wna remind me to eat my med before me go to bed. tho dear too sick din hear the alarm ba.. but still..when he told me d next mornin ( today mornin ..duh! ) felt vry touched. =))

Nvm din get to spend tym together ba, next week dear promised me kfc together. wee hees. like old times ba. long tym we dun do it liao=P Hopefully, dear can make it back on valentine nyt.. if not..

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H E A R T B R E A K !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lolx. kua zhang hor. hehe.

anyone misses my posts?!?!?!.. * silents *

Well ok.. hahas. lolx. been very happenin since the last day i blogged.. err.. when issit? yea. on chu3. frm then till todae alot thingies have happened, been to many places and all. bt well.. thought of bloggin it out, but then i've forgotten most of it. so..sorry =P

Last saturday is the last day mie spend time with bessie yun yun liao, cuz she's gonna be baq in kk for her A's and not gonna come baq till june. that's like.. after her graduation? after her bday? AND after my bday too!!! =( two yrs we din do bdays together liao, bcos of the distance..sigh.. bt wat to do.. and most.. our bday party supposedly on feb 4 is canceled liao worh..hais..sang xing leh. anywaes, on the same nyt feb 4, we all had a gatherin lorh..kinda like a farewell i suppose. Yun, mandy, Qiang, Chen and ah yeng, pk, dear and me all present sittin at one round table. while the other table, adrain and xin, ivan and silver, xiao hua, reggie, kuaci, and er..i forgot who arh...at the other table.. steamboat..bt din tok much with anione, coz was busy-in cookin for moi dear to eat..gotta feed his tummy=P but the foods damn nice cn! =D

But too bad got lil misfortune happen ba, yun fell down and we sent her to hosp. not a big thingie la..after tt we went to moi nam, for a last tea. hehehe. after tt reggie sent yun home and then me home le ba..

Las monday was the chms lion dance wor. went there with my so called fren and ah yeng lor. we went late leh, and there is like..totally no seats at all for us k.. at first, we sat at the stairs, damn irritating can o not!! >.< hate those ppl who step on my butt, my back, my leg etc etc, mood also gonna be foul le..see choi txt him up ask him bring me up da stage. haha. song! =) so thruout the nyt we watch from the stage norh..

Was home until Today..Today leh.......veli the hapi worh, dear got me a guess watch as valentine pressie!!! *grins* one of my fav brands can! =D was agog when seein my lovely new guess watch. =) dear also got me a......." cheque" hahahs. happy happy. but me vry bad leh, din get dear anytin =( i cnt go miri ma.. nt i dun wan also.. =s and we celebrate an early valentine celebration lor, cuz he mostly cudnt be back on 14.. sad. hopefully things can change =( aftr tt we went bought a dvd, intendin to watch it together de, den who noes ler, halfway dear say he too sleepy wanna sleep, complainin it's my fault worh, for keepin him up late at nyt just to talk with me. sorry wor dear..really wna talk wif u ma.. hehe.

OOoo..CNY over soon leh.. =( bt it's ok..when i homed, i got a $10 ang pao frm simon uncle!! yeapii!!! =P and i suddenly remember.. i forgot to visit chow mei this yr.. i've ALWAYS went to her hse.. hais.. sang xing.

And btw..i definitely enjoy my sleepin, eatin, tv-ing, slackin life. muahaha. no stress of sch and work. puurr fect.. =D

Oh well, went out in the end orh, suddenly i felt soo huge urge to steamboat, so went with siao tak and the others. but sad, i only noe at last minute tt they could'nt book the place, cuz it's fully booked..so went ming fang instead. *sad* The food aint all tt nice anywaes, except for the buttermilk prawn, the fish..the fish(which i kept forgettin what name..) is damn nice!!!!=P keep turnin the table so i can get the fish in front of me. hahaha. The people present is Yours Truly, siaw tak, nai wen, xiao hui, siao chien, thien lee, chee fung, xiang xiang, ah boy, nai kok, ah boon, ah piang, peter mui, nai yong, olivia.. missin anyone out o nt? forgotten liao norh.. hahaha. Most were carryin N70, my dream fone. *jealous* =(

After dinner they decided put fireworks worhs, the fireworks very beautiful ler actually.. hehe. and i'm a big sakai. =P smhow, when the fireworks are goin, i dunno why i kept on runnin behind someone to hide? and fearin the thingie will hit and burn my face or eyes? thinkin back, why do i think dat way huh.. so sibeh lame =s

After tt it's pretty late lor, so hurry siao tak to send me home. and ofcos, i'm the earliest lor =s on the journey, talkd alot abt the past tho.. Hmm..

When home, immediately called dear orh..dear nt happy with me le, coz i forgotten to call him when i go home late. dear, vry vry sorry. i din do it on purpose. really.. for the first time, i forgot something so impt. really vry sorry. i won't repeat the mistake agn k ..and was really happy u wait me to be homed then u sleep. noe you were worried. muacks.

Talkd with dear awhile, tv-ing, and went to bed. dunno why, woke up so early today!!! 9 am lerh, haiss.. was in bed just nw suddenly remember the old times orh, the two yrs back when me, yun, dear, cl, pk always went to mien dang hab our breakfast before goin to sch. miss miss =(