just finished up my lunch..decided to come in and blogged early..

skipped school today leh,cos not feeling well..had two days holiday proclaimed by yours truly!!wee hees!!2mr is also another holiday for me,teacher's day leh,lazy to watched my fellow schoolmates dance and so on,so...another day hol for me!=))

tho it's a two day hol for me,i aint feeling too good tho..very very moody =( havin unknown reason stomachachse for days,a big ulser on my lips plus startin to have chest pain and difficulty breathin AND quarrel with dear makes it worse =s

Lasnyt,i was supposed to call him,called over such long times,over two freakin hours then he pick up my call..two hours le..ask any girl,who song?... so was abit unhappy when talkin and i aint feelin well so was'nt upbeat as usual..upon hangin up,told him i aint feeling well..guess wat?he dun even give a damn..any DECENT boyfren would hv been worried and so on,bt my own boy msg REPLY oso dun have..how wud you feel?song?Till 10pm+ txted him agn,replied like nothing wrong,and dat's not all..he actually THREATHEN me that if i still talk wif him like i did lasnyt when he called me 2nyt,he rather don call or just talk for a short while..wua lan...

This tym,really mad till the max!txted him baq and giv him an earful exactly HOW i felt..he said.."im resting now..gdnyt" wua..really heart boils,dunno it upsets my body or what,suddenly i'm just chokin and keep gaspin for breath..mommy rushed into ma room and asked me what's wrong.Told her and she went to find my med..could'nt find it tim,mom called to called up dad frm his meeting and tell him my condition and asked about my med..took 2 capsules..and went to sleep already..

Dun even start talkin about today,everytime i thought it baq,sure felt chest very pain and cannot breathe agn..beta let the topic to rest.......

xU ruO XuaN-haO xIaNg nii

hai mei wang le nii zhe me duO tian mei jian ;
ke shi wO chOng xiang qi nii de shen yin zai wO er bian ;
jing tian xing qing haO ma ;
shi fu bu yu kuai ;
yaO yi jie dOu kan de kai ;
shi jie mei yOu tai huai ;
sui ran bu zai ni sheng bien ;
wO de xin yOu yi tiaO xian ;
lian zhe nii ; qian zhe nii ;

haO xiang nii ;xiang daO yuan yi xiang xing ;
wO jiu bi shang le yan jing nii zai na li ;
bie wang le wo men de yue ding ;
yi zhi dOu zai wo xing li ;
bu guan nii zai na li ;
bu yao wang le yOu duO ai nii ;

bu yaO wang le chi fan bu guan duO mang ;
bu yaO wang le kai che shi hOu yi ding yaO wang qian kan ;
qi shi wO zhen de hen kuai le ;
yOu nii yi zhi shOu hOu ;
yi zhi zuo daO le yii hOu duO wan zhe nii de shou ;
sui ran bu zai ni sheng bian ;
dan wO zai ni xing li mien ;
wO yuan yi den zai nii ;

wo haO xiang nii ; xiang daO bu nen hu xi ;
xiang daO quan sheng mei li qing mei you guan xii ;
nii bie wang ji wo men de yue ding ;
yi zhi dOu zai wO xing li ;
bu guan nii zai na li ;
bu yaO wang le wo yOu duO me ai nii ;
wO ye yi zhi zai zhe li ;
bie wang le wO you duo me de ai nii .

Feeling so suffocated..

skipped noon classes in order to rest..

Chest pain N can't breathe again,

Eatin medicine does'nt have any effect at all =((

Think so gonna lie down and rest Now..

Haiss,my sleep is ruined!!well,not exactly larh,it's just kinda nt suang when i'm tryin to enjoy my last hour of mornin sleep as much as possible before having to wake up and go to sch..but NOOO~~ while i'm sleepin halfway the electric current stops,causin no air con for me=((

But still,sleep till around 6 45am then gan yen wake up ang get ready.Went to school as usual,homed,bathed and mommy drove me outt meet dear=)) times at school seems like it's crawling..........................

Before going to office,dropped by in kk.chan shop to photocopy some business papers required for mon's lesson,teacher so "ba bi" leh,got txtbk still hv to photocopy..waste money oni nehs..

At office,it's about 2 45pm liao lorh,nt wastin any tym of cOurse,spend every minute as much as possible=)) wee hees,there's only us alone in the office,sO can do whatever we want =P

Did something on dear leh,when he went out of the room to see if anyone had come upstais,did something really....seemingly "desperate" at him =D like a desperate wife hungry for hubby's attention..lols~ thinkin about it keep makin me laugh,hahahss!!!=D That had really put a smile On my face=))

We went to tamu and ate there leh,eat so muchie "chi pi ku's" woOts..finally dear allow me to eat leh,hehess...eat so much agn and went home together..wee heess..

Dear called me up after he reached home,we had a small quarrel lor=(( but We're ok agn in the end.=)) I'm really thankful there has'nt been any huge fyts recently..it's just minor rows and parched up almost ryt after that..I'm really thankful for it..

Watched tv after that,came on9 for awhile nw..see hui yi's IM me.. "Oi,xin xin!!!what's wrong?What had happened to you?!!?" wuaa..she seems so zhing zhang,bt too bad she off9 liao,proly had dinner with friends or something..so just drop her an email..i know she would see it ltr anywaes,so no nid msged her..ehehezz.

OkaY,that's it for now,wanna read my dearrrrr fren's email nw,pen off.....^^

Read dear's post makes me go ROFL larh,lols~ wad kinda post is that?HAHAHA...

Hrm,actually..i did angry leh,when i mc you ur mob off..thought what agn,on the way in de car to kb i keep thinkin how i gonna bite ur ass off ler..but when see you,you straight away already tell me..so i thought..suan liao lor=P

Meet dear today ler,finally can see him liao..hehehes,day was good,weather cold enuf=D and lunch at kfc..saw kok vei and siao xiang oso leh,wOots....so en ai=))

Ard 5pm,left dear and wait mommy come and she brought me to milimewah bought a few stuffs,so just shopped ard lookin at clothes nia,i never noe hor,a place like milimewah gt cute clothes at $5.90-_-" it's the same shirt which i used to wan in another shop,except the cartoon is diff,for the price of $25..my gawd arh..those who wanna have cute clothes wif bargains can search ard the $5.90 ladies section bin..ahahss..

Reached home,took a bath,watced tv and dear called me up awhile..=)) he must be studyin nw..gd boy..hehehss..

till here for 2nyt..stomach's really givin me alot of pains =((

Ok..I'm baQ to blogged!!have'nt been bloggin since the last few days,nothin much happens to blogged about anywaes and was pretty busy watchin movies!!=D computer and online simply not my priority right now..

Changed my layout,my blog song.....like it?No?get out!!!=D jus kiddin..wee heees,jus simply feelin vry sian with the old blogskin,so changed this one..actually wanna use the "shooting stars" one,the designs are nice,bt somehow,the structure is kinda off..so used this instead..cute?i think vry cute lerhs,tho i admit i'm nt someone who knows how to appreciate art(said so by safrina when she ask my opinions on devianarts=s) but i do love lil kids pictures alot..jus PICTURES..=D

Okays,did'nt do anything much these few days,it's just always school,homed,bath,find something to eat,tv,dinner + tv,on the fone,tv agn and goes to sleep=D that's how my life have been these three days.Not complainin it cause i love it!!!hahass..

And also,these three days did'nt have any quarrels with dear,and also felt abit more calm than i expected,sometimes still vry huan zhang,but it got tamed=))

LET ME TELL YOU...........
I DO NOT work as an part time entertainer.For these people who DO NOT treat me like a fren,den only looks for me when you are BORED or WHEN YOUR "BUDDY" LEFT YOU, you are NOTHING but an ASS..don't expect i'll give you face... why should i be your entertainer?have you reated me like a fren before?!?! if you're my friend,no prob,i'll entertain you,but people like you..get lost..get it?

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....!

Ok..poppin outta here,lazy blogged so mch =D my tv's more important..ahahsss!!

P/s-->kyrie,sowwie i stole ur lunch ytd,angry ahh?=D

Was pretty tired,so just dropped a small blog ryt nw=))

Day was pretty mch same nehxx,just spend the daY with dear and We went to kfc eat..like..AGAIN=p

But nw this two days have ended,have ta wait till next fri before i can see him agn,i just hope my heart will remain only "calmness" till the day we meet =((

Btw,thanks ALOT to kyrie leh,always helpin me this and that,always tried his best to let me have all the stuffs that i wanted from other people's blogs..tQ vry mch yeahs=D See ya in sch on mon..=D

Day was aiight..din sleep mUch thO,could'nt sleep..slept abt 3am den woke up ard 6 30am agn,vry unrested norhx,datym dad went to toilet and droppey by in my bedroom see me sleep=s asked me.."xin xin,mornin lor,stil cannot sleep?" that tym i really thought i dun sleep till mornin,was super blur so answered him "yealorh,cnot sleep ohh.." hahasss..

wOke up at 9 30am agn,get ready,watched abit of tv,decide which new cloth i wanna wear,since i bought about..six clothes?=D Go out with dad and meet up dear..We had a small fight leh,in de beginnin..bt patched uP and day was smooth after that,till before i had to go home had a row agn-_-"

Went to kfc and eat leh,so many foods,eat so mch till I'm really really full!wee heess,dunno what's wrong with me this days,so totally addicted to kfC and jolibees=s But then,think sO we should have gone somewher eat lorh,cos dear got a big leak in front of his mouth,scare ltr bleed and was even more pain after eatin fried foods nia,asked him dun eat the chicken "pi" and chili sauce dun wan listen to me agn..=((

Went baQ to the office,rested awhile and fell asleep with each other for awhile..lol~ Before go home had another quarrel agn leh,so beh song that i pinch and kick him but all he did is hug me tytly in his arms =D Was so touched and happy he did that..wee heess..

Despite we had quarrels,i stil felt vry happy that i could finally see him today,at least,my heart calms down alot more nw..=)

tomorrow gonna meet up dear agn,gonna watch abit of tv,have a well rest and meet up dear 2mr..lookin forward to it=))

hab you eva try controllin ur tears for so many daes..
tryin your best not to cry..
do you know how it feels?

hab u eva try acting so happy when u're out..
where deep down u're feeling vry miserable?
do you know how it feels?

hab u eva try findin ways n means to find wat the person you lurve is thinkin
yet when he's reply ish so "warm"
do you know how it feels?

hab u eva try talkin on da fone wit someone else..
and the person is actually tellin you all dos words you wana say to someone else?do you know how it feels?

hab you eva try crying out loud in ur pillow..
hoping dat all the pains will go..
do you know how it feels?

izzit right or wrong to be serious about someone..
its really hurtin me so mch so mch..
i wish somehow someone would take me out of tish world..
i hate being over here...

why does the whole world know dat i'm upset..
and not YOU
why those showin care n corcern...
ish not YOU..

wuaaa,exactly hw im feeling!!i post this up in my other blog months ago,and when i reread it baq,then i saw all of these..my gawd-_-"

Grace is 75% happy!!!
I'm really tired already so i'll jus wing it aiight..

Okay,i'm suprised,thought i'm just gonna slack at home todae,bt dad woke me up and asked me if i would like to go miri today=D weetss..so happy,so get ready quick and we're on our way liaOhs..

Stopped by Sing Ya Guin food centre before headin to parkson..shopped ard there,bought a few stuff and then we went to the imperial,shopped some more..tried on many clothes leh,till my hair oso messy like hell liaOs,hahass..Also bOught some Cd's and Dvd's all paid by dad ofcourse =D

before headin to boulevard,we ate at Kfc leh,so nice de chicken,wanna eat fried chicken for quite awhile liao lehh,hehess...

By the time we're at Boulevard,My feet is aching So So mch that i give up shoppin already..jus sit on da bench waitin for my bro and mommy as they went into cd and book shops..

Companied dad went to supermarket and choose my mooncake,and while i'm walkin over it,der's this guy who was choppin furiously with a wood in de supermarket..weird ma..so stared at him lah..he noticed it and asked me.."xiaO jiE,Ni XianG yaO maI Zhe Ba DaO ma?" worst pick up line eva!lol~ but my mom is laffin hysterically tho-_-"

Wanna buy dear a pressie actually..some were outta stock,some nt ngam,too sissy to be precise,i've given him enough girlish pressies liaO,so dun wanna do this agn..hahass..And saw sOme nice shirts that i thought i could buy for him,bt impossible..cuz my dad is shoppin ryt beside me the whole day!!!=( So in de end din get anything for him..sowwie oh dearr..

ReachEd home about 8 45pm,msged with dear awhile,and makong dropped by my home to take his thing that he asked me help him buy..luckily my dad nO say anything at all..Wee hee=D

Haiss,really si beh beh song arh,i'm supposed to call yun while i'm at miri..but then i 4got!!!!=( chuO guO a chance to talk with her..boosss..anywaess..really gotta bath now..feeling vry stinky lehh=S

Day was aiight,bt nt really happy,just abt 40% happy=s

Woke up ard 10am todae,doin absolutely nth just playin dynomite in my comp and had kolo mee which dad tapau for me for breakfast..

Showered and go out with dad in the afternoon.There isnt about anything to look forward to anymore,my life had become ruined from the day HE dun treat me like his gur anymore..Van taught me to accept some facts about our own boyfriends,and to live on not lookin baQ agn,was tryin and learnin to do dat=D

Anywaes,company dad go supasaVe bought groceries,lucky he dun ask me to push trolley or take the basket..I HATE THAT!!!!Bought alot of junkies for myself=D good thingie about goin out with dad?he pays for it=)) Dad bought me a kebab too,which i ate in the car on the way to seria..*weets* really miss kebabs leh,so darn long no eat that liao!

Dad was supposed to go to grandma's hse bt dropped me to shop since i dun wanna go there..but before that,i had to help dad buy hallocard and zippi card for my grandma's ahmah..haiss..walked the whole plaza building arh,dun have $5 zippi card..and dunno why the hell dad wans a $5 zippi and $5hallocard..toOpid=s

Went to shop after that and go take my pweecIous 6680 frm the display and use=)) felt so happy usin that mob,dunno why..Went to soi heng and had barley drinks and a bowl of "sui jiaO" to share while we catched up with each other..

Before goin baQ to the shop,went to cd shops and bought few vCd's agn,well..mandy bought it anywaes while i'm just browsin..weets..i really wanna buy those korea dramas leh!!my heart already itchy for the dramass.. *god,pls let alot of money dropped frm the sky=P * super lame ..hahass..

Went baQ to the shop and watched "amityville horror" ..a horror movie,i'm nt sure if this is the exact title,bt i guess u wud know what i meant ryt=)) oh man..the movie is so...HORRIBLE!!!=(( it's excitin alryt,bt way too damm scary!!!It's so scary that we hugged each other..worse,we shrieked about two tyms in front of the customers and they were laughin and smilin at us!!haiss..si beh paiseh..=D

Dad came ard 8pm and pick me uP after his hours of being at grandma hse,dunno got what to do there leh..so long..hahass..and here i am!!!bloggin!!!

Dunno gonna do what tomorow leh,haiss..........................................

oooohzz..btw..

HAPPY BDAY IMASS!!!!

headache nia,dunno sleep too mch or wat..woke up ard2pm plus nehxx..was super tired=s but nw still tired,hopefully can sleep early 2nyt=))

due to my overslept and no msg no car go lumut imas's bday hse..stayed at home and slacked whole day..haiss,shOuld have go out nia..felt so stressed and moody =((

Got the song i wanted!!!yeapiii!was listenin to it whole day lehss..and got crazy enuf to get the lyrics!!!=D here it is..

Wo dao le zhe ge shi hou hai shi yi yang

Ye li de ji mo rong yi dao ren bei shang

Wo bu gan xiang de tai duo,

yin wei wo yi ge ren

Ying mian re lai de yue gang la xiang shen ying

Mai wu mu di de zou zai leng leng de jie

Wo mei you ni de xiao xi,

yin wei wo zai xiang ni

Chorus:

Ai wo bie zou, ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo

Bu yao ting jian ni zhen de shuo shu kou

Zai gei wo yi dian wen rou

was talkin wif yun yun ryt nw,debating abt who is jay chow girlfren and why this why that..so lame..lolness to da max!=P

was super tired leh nw=s din sleep whole nyt..so kinda heahache nw and icould barely even open my eyes leh=s was talkin on the fone with someone HEATEDLY till veinds also boil leh=( and then just played comp games from dawn till 10am,get ready and go out meet mandy chong=))

Mandy's having a few probs lasnyt,and needed someOne to company her,so went out and pei her lorh=)) she's really goin thru a rough time,can really understand her feelings nw,cuz i'm always having this same prob on and off eva since me with dearr..so know the feeling whn someOne is really really in pain and was nearly breakin,bt i felt vry bad as a friend sia,cuz i cnt hv mch advice to gv her,asm myself having this prob since last yr also never have ans,bt i wil always be by her side when she needed me..that's what best friends are for..ryt?=))

spend the whole mornin with her and with a new gur who came for work 1st time today..named zeti.=)) the guy(forgotten his name) was fired due to his lack of "responsibility" at shop "laff loud loud" and zeti replaced him instead.was a vry friendly and kai lang gur,and vry CONSIDERATE too!!=)) unlike us..hahass.dat tym when we're all sittin down execpt shwu wen and zeti mar,so i said to her "zeti arh,sit down with us larh,dun stand der" and she point at wen and say"she's abt to eat her lunch,hw can she stand up eat her lunch?"wuaa..so pandai wei other ppl zao Xiang,if any of us,sit down ord lorh,hahass!!=P

One very gd advantage of having friends workin at mobile shopsor you youself workin there,cn curi curi take the mobs there to use!!hahass!I go take the Nokia6680 and use leh,use till i sonngg!!!was seriously fallin in love with dat fone!tho it's NOKIA..used it the whole day,nt vry get used to it so abit lut lut abt d programs and keep sendin wrong msgs to the wrong ppl.bt LOVEEEEEEE that fone leh!!carry it ard me like a baby the whole day..when walkin also arry it show off here and there=P who wanna buy me that fone?hahass!!

Had lunCh with mandy at soi heng,ordered 2 bowls of "sui jiaO" and 1 bowl of kolo mee to share.the sui jiaO soup vry nice worh,and drank mandy's barley..hahass.sweet sweet..very niCe to drink leh,when go seria agn must drink agn=D after eating and payin up went to plaza walked ard,bought some vd's.."the 4oyr old virgin" and "house of wax" these 2 movies hab been in my list for quite awhile nw!!=))

Went baQ to the shop and then me and Anna company shwu wen go banked in the company's money while mandy watched the shop.but before we go,we took few pics at da shop!!gt it developed ord in ma home!=) I look kinda ugly leh..haiss-.- after went to da bank,went to yy develop pics and dump into my god bro..kenny!!hahas!lukily he rmb me leh..wave wave at me from the 3rd floor plaza=))

Watched "the 40yr old virgin" after all errands are runned.it's damm hilarious!!!all five of us girls were laughin so darn loud!=D den hor,ah baO came and "visited"..wonderin what's all the commotion abt..i wonder if we're really THAT loud tho,coz he said he could hear our laughter all the way from his shop!!!!=s

Day was actually ok..till i go home.Started thinkin all the probs agn..felt really pain when thinkin of it..

Actually should be having gatherin dinner for ivan's bday nw leh instead of bloggin ryt here=s bt den felt vry tired already and wanna wait for dear to call me,so dun wanna go out anymore..bt then whn dear called,we quarrelled agn,made me so sad nia..sUm stuff nt to mentioned here..bt felt really hurt by some words he said to me..was even more upset when dear accused me of not wearin his ring.i did nt purposely dun wear the two beautiful rings he gave,bt because i love the ring too mch,i don wan to get it dirty and ruined marh,so i took it off when i'm washin my face on sat before i went out meet him..bt after washin my face left the toilet 4gettin 2wear the rings baQ and he thought some other way when it's all an misunderstandin..=((

haiss..really sad nw..wanna sleep early later..nw was talkin with my fung fung bro=P

Wan the song AI Wo Bie ZoU bY jay Chow,simply meaningful ans suits my mood today,tee hees.anyOne got that song Can send me?!?!

was ultra bored in mornin today leh,woke up earlier then usual..actually supposed go out meet mandy at shop leh,but last minute canceled due to her unwell feeling so got sick leave..nw just sittin in front of the comp waitin time to pass nehxx..

slept early lasnyt,was really tired,but then keep on wakin up..dunno why.think so i've woke up like..5-6 tyms?haiss..and got headache agn=s

woke up eat mommy's tapau laO shu Fun,then hor,dunno eat wrong o what..till now i got tummyache whole day..add on to my headache = not feeling well at all =s

this taken last week leh...at shop =P

this taken last sat in makong welcome baq dinner worh=P

slack the whole noon,quarreled with mommy agn..she said alot of mean and hurtful things to me le..so mad i talk baq like wat..intendin to do as she says me..made her eat the hurtful words she say to her own daughther..hmpff..=<

nyt is alot more beta.took my mind of thingies..dunno for what hell..i bath 2 tyms within one hr=P took my sweet tym bathin and gettin ready too.makong came to pick me then pick xae li..woots.lil girl who used to run ard in pigtails and playin with me in tuiton nw grow up liao leh=D so ker ai liaO..hahasss..

den along with marcus and willy went to zuki cafe eat le.Also dunno what for wanna go so far eat=s then we go amy hse nia..miss my dar dar so so mch!!=P have'nt seen her for like...SO MANY MONTHS!!she stil look the same tho..ahahass..me,benny,makong,emma,amy jus sit there talkin nia..makong did sum catchin up's with da girls.. =))

ard 9 45pm hor,choi choi,ivan,willy all came also to visit amy and emma worhhxx..choi tried to persuade three of ur girls out..so in the end,go moi nam awhile lorhss,saw tiff and vicky le..hehess..have'nt seen tiff so long liaOh arhhss..

we all just ordered drinks nehxx..and sit der..see makong eat cheesecake made me VERY jealous,i wanna eat too ma!!!!bt no one treat me=(( in da end..jus watch him savour the delicious cake=((

willy is doin a video on his cam nia,we all keep evade here and there..den hor,when i'm nt realising,ivan took a pic of me in monkey image..look vry lui siaa..wanna die le..so u-g-l-y ..ehehe...

then go home lorhh..actually wanna go to sleep liao de..who knows,sumone forwarded me a few obsense msgs,she sed d msg cum frm under my name worhh..cuz under my name gt a few ppl no. marr..mommy...dear etc..so vry mad sia.. got this kinda msgs..made me whole nyt tossin oni. .

another also cuz mie vry fan le..vry vry fan..thinkin of it mades me go mailto:^*&%$@!&*# actually wanna blogged abt it in other blog leh,bt was deleted so cnot blogged liao..nvm larh..blogged for what?rmb so mch things make me pain oni sia..beta dun reread agn =)

btw o..

HAPPY BDAY TO HUI YI!!!!!!!<333 MuAcKkKksss!

actually was missin dear alot nehxx,bt since he got new life new change in life he pretends i don't exists anymore..pretend me nt there le..vry hurtful one you know?to be treated this way by the one you love?bt missin dear vry mh le..do you miss me o nt ler..dearr..

hrm,was pretty sleepy ryt nw,spend de whole day with my dearr,woke up ard 8 30am and 9am already fly out meet dear..hahass.nvm larhss,spend sum quality tym marhs ryt=))

went out to have lunch at err..smwher smwher,a food place near da office,dun rmb the name tho..kim something..had pork chop rice and dear had "sao rou" rice,i think..went baq to de office and spend quality tym der just da two of us=P

haiss,sang xing arh!!got alot of those msgs frm friend..de one ler,ask u type " zapp reg " and said you may save cr blar blar blar,in de end hor,i lkost about $4 cr..really kns to the maX!!!so beh song,face also become so black liao,dear just ask me went to town and he bought a new recharge for me *weeets* so sweet of him nehhxx=D muaks muaks <33 you.. then company him buy nokia battery for his mom's mob.

dropped by the bkstore,and dear bought ice capucino,today's ice capucino kinda nice lehx,vry sweet,bt i got tummy ache ltr =s saw peh shan and lih fui nehx!!so long tym no see them liaohss,lih fui had straighthen her hair worhss,lookin quite nice leh=))

sept female mag's is out!!!!!gonna ham my dad buy for me soon..weeess..anywaes,after buyin the capucino,we went to the stalls and bought satays and went baq to the office and eat it there..kekess.bt hor..2day's beef satay nt as nice as last tym de..dunno why..

then ard 5pm,we went home 2gtr..before that,dear bought me sum chi pi ku!!hahahass!!my beloved chi pi ku arhh!!loving chi pi ku more then i love my dear=P HAHAHASS!!

hrm...2mr gonna go out meet my dearrrrrr fweeennn mannnnndddyyyy chooooonnngggg ..cuz she's workin alone nia,ask me company so thought of goin lorh..hahahss..gonna laff her loud loud =P

Playin with my bro's ps the whole day,intendin nt to remember those hurtful things dearr said to me..like i'm nth,add on to his blog too!it's so obviously he resented me so mch,tmd..

really si beh tu lan whole day,till to da point of screamin my whole damm frustrations and pains in my other blog,bt i'm gonna del the bloggie soon,who knows who accidentally stumbled across it,really embrassing to vent out in innermost feelings,lyk..DoHHhhhh !

so frustrated till the point i wanna chopped of my hair agn!i simply don't know why i felt like having the NEED to chopped of my hair when i'm nt feeling good,luckily my dear bessie talked me outta it..if nt..vry syng,grow so long ord yet i chopped it off.. booohz..

wad talkin to my fung fung..hahass,gave him a new nickname liaohz,told him that i dreamt i went to SPA with him,along wif ah wei,hell knows how i got that dream,and he practically gagged!!Haiss,since i'm havin my hols nw,he asked me go overnyt at his home worhs,and ah wei will bring me baq,nt a bad option actually..since i got lyk NTH TO DO at home,and my dear's left me,so i thought,why not?tee hee...bt gonna see my plannin first..if o,den go,since i already have the green light frm dad so it aint a problem!!!

03-makong is baq in brunei!!!have'nt seen him for like..so so so many months.went to two parties actually..firstly,stella's bitrthday with the group..stella,me,jason,louey,khew,best of all?stella is richard's love,and he treated the whole party for stella's bday..aint it sweet?it reminds me of the party louey gave his gal izati=)) at ard 9pm,makong came to pick me up,along with some others,and headed to ming fang had a gatherin dinner.people present-choi choi,benny,gary aka boiboii,marcus,adrain,reggie,yee soon,sheau yea,vicky,van van,ah may,and yours truly of course..tee hee!the food was darn nice!!!!!!took a few pics too..will post it up when i got it from reggie=)

04-went to church early mornin,went to mandy's shop and waited for dearr,headed kb together and hab our breakfast..shopped ard..go to seria agn and hang out the whole noon at shop..kinda fun=)

05-schooled and spent the noon with dearr..

06-schooled and homed

07-schooled,hab lunch with dear at kfc..saw long-time-no-see friend vera yee,she still looked the same to me=p and spent the noon with dear..

08-Day was pissed!!could'nt believe what i saw and heard..was pissed in daylight,now was pissed to the max!between his overly friendy manner and free advertising here and there..i'm still his "passerby-vege" even our relation had been so long..when one knows about this,would you feel GOOD?EXACTLY!!!!!