Felt like Crying now de ba.. In everyone's mind, in their hearts, am i so useless to them?

Why do whatever i wanna do, there are so many obstacles in front of me? Obstacles that i can never overcome..

I really felt so dumb, so stupid, so useless being in this world..

All i want in my life is to fulfill all my dreams, my ambitions.. but there's always something i can't overcome..All i want in my life is to to what i wanna do to fulfill my life to enrich my life, is that so hard?

Yea, i admit, i'm not some rich moneybags where i can do anythin by a slap og my hand with money in it.. like my BOSS, a gd example.. the richness they are, can practically suffocate your lungs..

I can never achieve my dreams..my life ambition which no one knows about.. Everyone treat me like i'm some kinda child who dunno how to take care of myself.. YOU ALL nv let me have a chance to take care of myself how do i learn to take care of myself?!?!?!.......

Now i have a aim in me, whateva i do, i will do my best, and i won't let regret comes to me, whatever happens agn ..

As for the rest of it...i will prove it, my aim in 2006..i must achieve all i want to do..no matter how painstakingly it's gonna take..i WILL.