Monday, August 22, 2005

Jiu suan wo shi duo me de ai ni,
wei ni er fu chu zai duo zai duo,
ke shi,wo xin li hen ming bai..
ni yi yang bu huei jia bei ni dui wo de ai,
wo dui ni lai suo..
ye zhi bu guo ru chi er yi..



really felt disspointed..after all this days of quarrels with dear,i thought he would miss me and would wanna see me.but i'm wrong.due to some reasons our date together had been cancelled..i always thought i'm only thinkin too mch..abt how little importance i am to him..for he always have reasons for me to come second or last..but today the deep truth bore right into my heart.end of story.

a few days ago..when a friend come over..suddenly the topic changed to boys.my boy..to be preise..she was askin me.."grace ah,the "yang yang" and "raven" friendster acc is your boy's right? i just answered "yeaps" den agn she ask " you two not together meh?why is his friendster status is SINGLE?" i was shocked,dun wanna show the hurt which starts to appear..i just answered "status onimarh,nth one la" agn she continued "but you two have been together over a year nw,dun you think he should be honest about you two relation?" this time..i'm really..speechless!!! i just kept quiet and let my heart to rain..den i think to myself.. why... yea...WHY a gd question!

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