Lalaa...nt busy-ing out deR..so tot i'll pop in here..dis2days really sucks..i mish him so mch..bt i hv end our relationship..i cnt do o say anythin anymore ryt..i jus hv to live my life wifout him by my side..bt im still missin him lyk crazy..cnt ever stop cryin wheneva i tink of him..n 2dae's valentine's day..if v're 2gether..i suposed i muz b gettin sum beautifully chosen gift frm him ...n eating out..but instead..im at home..how pathetic...-_- well..we ARE suposed to meet up 2dae nyWays..coupled o not..bt den ..las min cnt liao. .so no more lorhs..i realli dunno..when i'll stop gettin over him ...sumtimes i really feel regret dat i broke up wif him..d reality is finished.. but yet in our hearts it isnt..wel..i dunno..all i noe.. dis yr..really suCks.. frm dbeginnin til now..nth is ever gud ferr me.. its all unhappiness..tears.. fyts.. leavin who n who.. speakin of leavin who n who ..guess wad.. yun's gone 2dae.. her flight is at 7 pm 2nyt to kk...i feel lyk d wwhole world leavin me... 1st pat is flyin to aussie.. 2month ago.. n when results are out. .peh shan.. yun mandy ..all are not walkin d same path s me..n lastly..me n dear hv left each other...C? av1 imp in mua life is leavin me..im being left alone.. wif nowher to go ..sudenly ..i jus wish skool wil start immediately.... i wana get bz bz bz .. so i'll nt tink of anythin anymore.. life is jus so.. shitty fer me nw.. n i doubt.. it wil get any better..hv been hangin out wif pierre vry often dis days.. nt hanging out.. bt its owez d same placE.. n sumtimes he got msg me how m i feelin..i tink ..he's d oni one who noe wad im goin thru lorhss.. .cuz he's in da same situation as i am....haiss.. ~~ 2 set lien ren..hahahaSss...hrm ...i tink im gonna get a hair cut soon worrhhss.. cos im pretty sick of my hairstyle nw.. gonna cut fringes agn i supose.. cos i dun wana cut myback hair. ..wana keep it long long..hahahas... -_-