it's lyk ..blardy 3am in da mornin n yet i'm not asleep..i simplY canT..! it hab been an emotional nyt ferr me..lasnyt arnd 8pm..went to nai wen openhOuse wif amy.. supossing hvin fun..d lemo chicken was hell niCe btw..n saw a couple of pretty ladies n handsome men.. haha..got to noe them too ..yeah ..den n.wen gav me n amy red wine..n wifout realisin it..both of us hv drank quite an amount n were pretty mch pissed..n i dun fee lyk jottin down wad we did der.. so farked up ..
i actually got lost of d tym ..cosh v wre drunk n having fun..n " UNCLE peter Mui" wosh lyk.. dying on wen's bed..sudenly got dish msg frm ma daD " wad tym laio now...do u wana cum home o not..?" saw d tym n realsed its wayyy past d tym.. so huriied up ask wen pik 3of us girls home..when reach home..i guess dad was blardy pissed off at me..cuz he dun open d door 4me to cum in ..instead ..my lil bro did.. -_- n he saw how drunk i am n hurry to get me a glass of water.. oh yeah..4got to mention one lil fact ..i as drunk till when i slammed d car door..i jammed my thumb in2 it.. -_- bro took care of me..open m yair con ..giv me drink.. help me "cure" my hand wif d medicine (its stil painn numb tho.. ) switch of d light n tuck me in2 bed..dunno y ..i got dis chun dung.. msg abit of feihua t moi dEar.. n wosh so Sad.. so msg up yun ...(she brought her hp to thailand) tel her avting.. she wosh lyk .so shockeDD!!! n she reply me too ..n msg up mandy tel her avting 2.. she wosh lyk so worried called me up n ask me nt to cry... her CREDIT worhss.. she called me abt 20min neh...so gonna cut alot of cr i gues... so gan dong..
when tokin wif mandy.. i force her say a few stuff dat she dun wana tel me..s.eng hv heard frm rachel ..frmSKOOL...dat moi deArhv been cheatin on me..i dun wana jot down d story ..its jus..simple too painful..i jus felt a well of tears poolin up agn ..n i realiSed..its tym to end eryhtin ..msg him up to end it all.. bt he denys.. but i reali hv no energy to tink of anythin liaohss..so dun say anything mor lorhs.. .
when avthing is lyk. .done..i lay on my bed tryin to sleep... instead...end up cryin agm.. wadda crybaby i am dis dayss... -_- LOL~ n end up tinkin abt our past..i realido loven miss him so mch already ...but wad is said is said.. i cnt take it back ... but erytime i tink of him..i jus cud'nt stop crying... i reali dunno hw anymore....im sure.. my best frens wil help me thru dis.. dey had owez be der 4 me.. =)
tink tink n tink ..n here i am now. ..on9-ing after dad's asleep.. (hope he dun catch me on9 ) n chattin wif pierre.....but...i rreali feel so heartbrokened....
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