Life's goin down into tubes agn..yea yeah..peeps out der..u wud tink..y wud i be sho depressed..?when no its cny n i shud b spendin my tym out wif moi frens n gettin my arse high wif happiness..wadeva..i dun feel lyk doin it2day..las2days of cny Wosh fun..bt not todae..ytd while i was outside servin gueSts n im late replyin moi dear..he atually got mad at me..n dun wanna layan me whol day..so dun lAr..he wil cum ard ..i tot..bsyds..it aint even moi fault..n when he got homr arnd 11 i spose..he msg me back n pretend nth is wrong..cBai..am i sum kinda toy..?sum kinda toy n humour me wheneva he FEELS lyk it..n when he dun ..he jus throw me aside til d tym when he feel lyk humourin me agn..?im sho sho sick of him liaohsss..im a gurl..for go'd's sake..dun i deserve to b loved n to b pamperEd..? to b d happiest luckiest gur cosh she got d guy she love most.?nt me..i've shed endless teArs ferr him..tears dat's mch to fill my d bathtub in moi room..the patience i hv ferr him which i nvr hab ferr any1 b4..i control my temper unlyk lastym..flarin it wheneva i feel a TINIEST BIT mad.. i 4gv him on avthing..i try to b patient.. i try to be calm ...i try to be understandin ..but lasnyt..i broke down n cry ..n dats when i realised.. i wil never hv wad i wan n need ...i hv to giv up my hopes n dreams ...i feel so tired liaohss.. im so tired of being strong fer our sake..be patient ferr him to grow up ..n lasnyt...ferr me...evthing is jus...SO over.. for me..
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