one more kiss could be the best thing..
but one more lie could be the worst

there's once when i'm glowing wif happiness..bt nw the glow had left me..leavin bitterness..sadness..dissapointment and unhapiness to fill up my heart...everyday i put on a smiley n happy front 2 hide how i really felt inside..i cn enjoy n hv fun n be happy all i wants when surrounded by my lovely friends..esp "JULRE" 10q fer being der 4 me wifout realisin it..=)) but once i'm alone..bitter thoughts ate my mind n heart..no matter hw i try to pust it outta my mind..it failed..thoughts keep invading my mind..i just wish to be a happier me..but i just could'nt..i'm sorry..i just wish i could went into a deep deep sleep..n woke up to find my problems all gone..all n totally gone..

daT's actually hw i felt all dis tym..so pathtic hor..=(( bt unfortunately..its real..=(( 2dae i dun sleep well norhxXx,cuz dat stupiak alan khew bah..told him hw many tyms dun Da ching Zao cum my hse cut grass..bt still cu,..cause me to wake up..after i sleep bak 4 awhile..my MOM vacuumin outside..mahai..~ its sho nice to sleep in..bt nw its ruined =(( went to liyana's hse 2dae too..for abt 2hr onie..keke..she's actually sposed to cum my hse to do our proj..bt she gt no transport so i went der instead lorhs..spend our tym havin fun..lookin at pics n eatin muffins..bt luckily v finished our proj anywaes in2hrs tym =)) 2mr gt sch agn arh... sien de worhhsSs..

ooo..btw...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY..NYUK SHAN!!"