breakin down agn ...

aLong thE swEet Com3s The bittEr...
Lov3 iS jusT a DreAm
soOner oR lat3r u gotta Wake Up fRm It..
wh3ther it's Gud oR bad DreAm
liv3 Has tO go oN.
nothiNg laSts fOreVer..
p3opLe chAnges..
f3eLings Fad3s..
prOmises R nth But liEs mad3 2entErtain Each oTher
Acts As aN aSsuRanc3 n dat aRe meaNt tO b3 Brok3n..
th3 woRst way tO waIt 4 sum1 Is to cOntinue Waitin Tho yeW nOe ThEre wont B smth As u HoPe..
But Yet ...U ke3p oN waitin...
Lov3 cN bE kepT in on3's minD sumHow...
bUt..
m2mori3s n Hatred..
oWeS r3mainS Deep In th3 heaRt oF a HeartbRoken...

dis Soooo suit my mood ryt nw..! y does love hav to b bitter..?y cnt it be sweet as long as it cud lasts.. sweets rot..bt feelings doesnt..y cnt SUMTHIN last forever 4 once?issit life hav to b dat way?plz..sum1..show me wad's forever..

iim really sad ryt nw..i mean..my 3 most imp ppl in da whole world..lets me down..dey were tokin bhind my baCk ..tokin bHind my bAck surely nth gd one laR ryt..i jus fOund out todaE..in my front..dey all let me my way ..my ryts n bla bla bla so on n so on...bt at my baCk?deY were talkin abt me..Am i suposed to feel guD? nt oni dat ..jus 2dae..a imp sum1(nt namin whO) told me dat moi dear plannin to..... ya noe...i'm nt supposed to feel sensitiv.. but i jus feel soo...fuckin... CRUSHED..!!! nw i've realised smth ..its pretty cleaR in my head nw..i feel lyk i'm being let down..n i feel so CONFUSED..dey r my moz imp ppl...why wud dey treat me dat way...i dunno..im jus really confused ryt nw..

chattin wif alan teo jus nW..bcos of my fuggin mood..i kena tipu TWICE..!!geeez -_- Cn u blif it..it wosh so farkin outrageous..so Far today NTH gud hav happened at all..xcpt bcos of my "bleedin heart" ..tryin nt to tink 2mch..i went in2 my room n clean up my WHOLE room in 2 hrs..normally..to clean a room lyk mine..require few days.. bt im jus randomly cleanin n i've finished it..!!!=)

but...wad i havent do..is my piles of hw..i reali no mood to do it noRhs.. even copy notes oso dun do ..my file's jammed..geez.. nt oni dat ..20 is my geo test liao ..test oso soon.. n its progRess test ..i cnt afford to fail..!!i wonder if i fail will d tcher kick me outta his clas..lol..

i gueSS dats abt it 4 2dae...i'm just so Sick of life...