I'm back for bloggin! hehehs. was happening for the past 4 days leh.. but lazy blog since fri wor... so i'll just blog about yesterday yeh..sowwie chow mei.. a supposed long post gonna be short. hehes.

Worked half day since last fri, yesterday, and the days to come. (suprised to hear this? I'm tellin you in summary, just cos there aint any "business" and any "customers" and it's like..so friggin quiet! in da office, Bella jus askd me work half day, dun say it's gd, dun say so song, salary oso giv half de..so nth to be happy abt yeahs? and worse..I DID NOT ASKD FOR IT...bt anyhow..i'm happy for the half days=) but EXCLUDE the pay can! sial..)

Met up wif darling van after work. we have'nt catch up fer like..AGES yehs. so was kinda busy chit-chattin away. Head to helen saloon. Van perm her hair while i just cut my hair like..2 inch shorter? Seein my hair fall to the ground made my heart bleed. probably it bleeds more than the heartbroken hurt. HAHAHA. not funny. i hope my hair does'nt take AGES to grow. i wanna perm like so friggin much, and the helen ppl was like " Tho we also wanna make money, but this kinda money cannot ruan ruan earn..blah blah blah..cuz ur hair bleached so strongly last tym so you couldnt do it yada yada yada and the chirping continues...." SO.. i could'nt do my hair. and SO..i thought of wna highlightin my hair.. THEN nth nice agn.. guess wut? " your hair already vry nice, many colours, if do highlights will make it look vry messy yada yada yada so on...." In the end? i just sit there waitin for van's hair to be curled.

Her hair is actually pretty nice wat....it makes her look girlish. hahas. and the whole noon i was like.. staring at her hair, green with envy, purple with jealousy. wishin i can put her hair on mine. wtf. but i can understand nw why they dun let me curl my hair. wua lan. van's hair is like ..so GD? so NICE? after permin, the ends is just like my old hair before i cut.

Was feelin EMO these days ya noe? like ..so so EMO. yesterday was like so friggin upset. wad i did meant nth wat......I'm never gd enuf..i have to be "perfect" . The "ideal" one. so and so. dun feel like wakin up dis mornin..wad can i do? I'm gonna take a LONG LONG HOL soon! I'm just SO cravin for miri steamboat. muahaha. That's my plan. a gur gonna heal her heart aites?

Was so NOT in the cny festive mood. reason? My hair SUCKS (i'm not talkin about the hair colour btw) , i got like Z e r O cny clothes. reason? cos i dun have money, and the clothes in Kb sucks, and papa dun wan bring me go miri as there is just SO MANY gd clothes.

Now.. even my own 18th bday party i totally lost the feeling for it. dunno why. no more buidin castles about wearin pretty dress, lovely makeup, beautiful hair, gd foods, mountians of pressies so on and on..dunno why..dun feel like havin the party anymore.

All i wan now...curl in my bed and sob. watch tv and sleep. totally no appetite too. din eat anythin. maybe that's a gd thing ya noe? was seriously gainin weight (dun say wat i'm so thin i'm nt faT dis kinda shit lar) i'm talkin abt the baby fat on ma face and tummy. hahaha.

Nice read.... read the below yeh..

Think about it girls... Will YOUR BOYFRIEND BEAT UP YOUR MOLESTER?

Those who will, will fly into a rage and at the minimum, scold the person who outraged your modesty.Those who won't, will pat you on the shoulder, try to calm you down, and say fucking useless things like, "Never mind, next time just be more careful, ok?"...Or "Shit, we should go to the police. Are you ok? (of course not you chao wimp!) Let's go have dinner and cheer you up."

WIMPS.

FAGGOTS.

I despise guys like that.They have no balls, whatsoever. Fuck you and your calm, objective logic. If you ain't such a nail-polishing fag, you would stomp the balls of someone bullying your sister, your girlfriend, or your wife.

No, don't give me bullshit like, "Oh, violence doesn't solve any problems..." or "It is not worth it going to jail for just a molester!"

WEAK EXCUSES SAID BY WEAK MEN.

No lady will feel secure with you. Or maybe she will... IF SHE IS A TRANNY AND CAN PROTECT HERSELF.

Are you in pas c and below? You must be. A real man will allow such injustice to happen and need other men (police) to help them! That's just fucking stupid, and makes you a complete loser.

I know, logic states we shouldn't beat people up, because we will go to jail.So? I'm not asking about logic now. I'm talking about at that spot, at that time, do you have enough testosterone in you to do the innate thing?

WHICH IS TO GUARD YOUR TERRITORY?Wuss.

We girls hate c*ck-sucking wimps. Omg, I hear something, what is it? It is your penis! It is whining about how it is always limp! Sad.

Little boys reading this, when you grow up, don't be a wimp, coz all the other boys will look down on you, and all the girls will pee on you. Just kidding, the girls won't. Coz we won't let you anywhere near us.

Fucking libertarians. Fuck you and your ... society will solve it's own problems bullshit.It's never gonna happen.

Did you get educated in RI, RJC, then NUS or something? CONGRATULATIONS. You have only met the creme de la creme of society, so do not presume the rest of the world is so clever.Before you decide society is smart enough to govern itself, GO DO BANQUET WAITERING.I'm serious. When you come out of that place, you will realise how stupid the mass public is. We cannot be governed without laws, with absolute freedom of speech.

BECAUSE STUPID PEOPLE BELIEVE EVERYTHING THEY READ.

Stop being a mama's boy and use your pathetic limp excuses to protect yourself from getting into any harm. You are just a coward and nothing else.Grrr.I just hate guys like that.Nothing. I just suddenly feel a hatred for these excuses of men. Please lar, go and be a tranny, I think you will be perfect.

Hahahs. got this from xiaxue's blog. she really aint the most famous blogger for nth. Assumin something must have happen, or else she won't be sayin this way yehs?