it's so true that the truth always hurt..
a wound that's healing had now been infected again
doubt it will ever be able to heal now
scars remain bhind
which hurts so muh more then before
memories that stil lingers ard me day n nyt
which will hunt me down wif each passing dae

a love that was once so strong
has now break me mw into so many million pieces
tears which would'nt stop streaming down my face
how i hope i cud stop it sumhow
so many things i regretted
but i guess it just adds on to the list as daes passes by
life definitely misreable

i hope i'm much stronger
to be able to take this blow thats given by you agn
so i wont be so mch weaker then i am b4
im i askin too mch 4 JUS A LIL LOVE FRM U?

i envy others who r able to live thier live so mch better den me
why are they able to find a guy who cud give them 100% happiness that dey pursue
n why cant i ?
am i so different frm them?

mayb all dis times its only my own wishful tinkings
making everything seem so beautiful n perfect
building all these dreams on my own
now its just shattered in just a milli-second
by all those words that stab like knives

i would rather suffer frm external wounds
at least there r medication to make me feel better
rather then all thse heartbreaks
wif no cures at all
please..just lemme 4get all of these unhappiness n tears
its just hurting to be goin thru all of dis al over n over agn

i may be having a brave front
with the smiles n laughter..
but my heart had shed end tears..
why cant i be happy 4 just one dae..?
m i so un-worth it..?
all i wan is just to b love wif all his heart by the one i love..
is that so hard?

i;ve raised my hite flag..
im so lost now..
no1 to fall back on..
my world have already crash ..
living in darkness

who will be able to bring the real grace back..
the eva so cheerful optimistic gur
who cud turn all negative tings in her life
into all those lessons after those falls
puttin a smile on my face instead of a mask

so wads sorry?
the word i hate to hear DAMM MOST
sorry doesnt mean a ting..
esp when u just plainly saying sory to get outta trouble
n at the same tym..get wad u wan
why bother saying sorry?
after dat u'll jus repeat the whole proess agn
so..
why bother saying sorry?
when the heart's already broken...

nice? dos tingie wos quoted by elena...i jus copy it..wif few changes n additional stuff of mai own.. it reflects me ryt nw..