my lalalaa ...

why Cant life go the way we planned?
Why do you ha to act like you know everythinG?
Why does the sun have to set everyday?
Why do people leave this earth..?
Why can't forever exists for once..?








Well...jus another bad day...lyk AgAIN..? woken up dis mornin by dat stupiak alan khew..who supossedly cute grass outsyd my bedroom!hais...tell him hw many tyms cum noon nvr listen1 ..n i slept lyk..4am lasnyt..?derfor..really bleary ryt now..

Lasnyt i've dreamt a pretty funny ting =s i cnt remember mch ..but i'll jus say hw mch i remember yeah..i 4got hw..sumthin to do wif sms..me n my boii wre fighting n now v were patCh up..suddenly ..im in a SCHOOL 2gether wif him..?n dunno arnd wad tym..der's dis thingie im supposed to go to small ccms(bsyd mee stall) to wait fer my mom..dunno y.. sumhow i dreamt dat my boii is using an UMBRELLA to escort me der..LOL~ lyk he'll actually use a umbrella to escort me in real life *snoRt * but neways..after i got in2 my mommy's car,i've realisEd dat i've 4gotten to take my water bottle when i goin outta my skool..well..mom INSISTS on gettin d bottle..cos d bottle is lyk .darn exp..?dunno la..den ..when v went to d front door..instead of gettin my bottle...i Dreamt dat the big longkang in front of big ccms was full of DEAD PPL floating on d water..!!! YaiiTesss..!! wad a stupiak dream neways.. hahaaha

Well wel..nth mch happens dis days newaYs..xcpt d fact Gce results gonna cum out soon!!!lyk...2mr..?its a guess bt lotsa ppl neways..i reeally hope dat i aint gonna fail any subs tho..i cn jus imagine d expression on my dad's face liao ..! but til l2day ..im really fan nau whether to go work or continue study lol..cos im fraid i'll regret wadeva decision i made..oh well..

GaWd..! -_- till 2day d ulser in my mouth is stil not yet fading..!i mean ..i feel so darn rotten wif d ulsers bsyd my mouth.. i repeat ..its ULSERSSSS...lyk 3 o4 ..haiss...lyk a stone stuck in my mouth liddat ..i HATE ITT !!!!!!!!!

things r not any gud btw me n him..sigh..i sudenly rmb once my mom had said dat.. im a tough lady who very hard to get along wif ppl..? now..d truth really begins to sink in i gues.. i dunno y am i born liddat..?well.. v're fyting again ..n it seems lyk v cnt hv peace ..! i really dunno y..i jus cnt get it y cnt he understanddss wads happening..?or mayb im d hard core hre.?well..jus mayb so..but i aint gonna dwell on hw hard core i am or gonna b next.. really...i feel i've really changed..!i mean.. yun's my best fren n yet im not confronting her wif moi probs anymoRe..? i've barely tok wif her dis2weeks..!! sumtimes i feel keeping probs to myself is really hard... lyk a big burden on me..but den ..no matter wad i say.. NO ONE JUZ GET IT !!!! dey cant get how i really feel..!all dey tinks is dey say i tink too mh n yada yada.. im sick of it.. y cnt any1 hear me out..understands my needs..? well.. if it gotta b dis way ..i'll jus let it b aint it.. sigh.. nw wad m i tokin abt.. -_-

not to mention wad tham hav told me.. i mean ..both can tel 2 stories..i really dunno who to blief at al..but i've made up my mind dat i'll oni listen to myself.. its useless to dwell on wad he say newayss.. but 1 ting really bother me..if really no such *ahem ahem* tings hapen ..hw can he noe so DARN much..?n so ACCURATE dis tym toO.. wel well.. no1 in dis world u can really fully trusted cant u ..sumone jus GOT TO hurt u in d end...

So faR,the oni gud thing which happens to me 2day is goin soon lee wif my dad...he must hv noe dat my feelings r jeopadized dis days..wif my snappin at bro,slammin fridges n dooRs n not answering calls n stuff.. he let me buy wadeva i wana eat ..ahahahass..!! so many junk to fill my stomach again ..so happy..but too bad..der r HEALTHY junks... not dat he dun allow me buy snacks n foosdtuff.. n im allergi to meat liao ..2tyms i eat meat n my Face breaks out all over again ..!!!sigh..!~~ dun eat meat very xing ku one le.. esp im a huge meat eater..but i guess i'll b happy to go on diet.. hahaha..!!!

yeasshh.. .i tink dats abt it 2day ..ciaoo ..!! take k av 1.. !!! muuuahhhzz.. !